Just a dark poem i wrote somehow inspired by Eureka 7. I was just watching the show last night when this hit me so i had to write it down. This is DARK, if you can't handle that then you shouldn't read.
backstory: Renton confessed his love for Eureka only for her to tell him she didn't feel the same.
Note: This is Renton's POV.
i am isolated.
i am afraid.
i cannot utter words.
i cannot draw in breath.
there is no air and no sun.
only endlessness,
full of nothing.
there is still pain.
but i can't feel it.
there is still light.
but where i am it cannot reach me.
there is no hope.
fear and insanity are abundant though.
there is no warmth.
there is only cold, sorrow and madness.
i am dead.
is this what death is?
all alone in the darkness with nothing but the painful memories of life.
is there no god?
how long must i suffer in this limbo?
where i have gone to,
no one can see me.
i am in a prison of nothingness,
a world of black.
from which there is no escape.
i will never leave this place.
but is it punishment,
or does this happen to all who die?
i faced death.
i embraced it as an ally.
i thought it would free me.
but it turned on me.
death is cruel.
there is no heaven or hell.
there is only me now.
and i am alone.
i am without others in a place of no echos.
a place oblivious to want or need.
an absolute void.
my thoughts are limited to my final moments.
and for all time i will have only regret.
regret that i didn't tell myself it wasn't worth it.
regret that i was weak.
regret that i can no longer hear or taste or see or smell.
regret that the last thing i saw was her dead body as i killed myself.
i am isolated.