Eighteen months. Eighteen months of happiness, love, and care. I love him more than anything in the world. His name is Avan, on the skinner side, brown eyes, brown short hair, and was my height. Avan is perfect to me. When he kissed me, the world and darkness that lies within it froze. Nothing mattered but his soft lips touching mine. Nothing mattered but us. Avan always finds a way to make me smile and laugh. My mom actually told me how my eyes light up when he comes in the room. I could go on for pages about how phenomenal he is.
Then it happened.
The pain and fear suddenly shot through me like a bullet. Could this be true? What will my life be like now? All these questions kept constantly going through my head, I felt lost. There he was kissing another girl. My life crashed down right in front of me.
"Avan?" I said softly, his name burnt my throat. He stopped kissing her and stared at me.
"Chester, I.." I stood there frozen, staring at that innocent little bitch who stole my place.
"What is going on?" the girl looked puzzeled, like she had no idea what was happening.
"Hi, my name is Chester." I began to play with my long blonde hair and felt hot tears run down my chilled face.
"I'm Sunny, it's very nice to meet you, do you mind if I ask how you know my boyfriend?" She said with a hysterical smile on her face.
"Your boyfriend?" These words I choked on, my heart sunk down to my stomach.
"Yes, we have been dating for about ten months now. Not to brag but Avan is perfect." Avan just stood there frozen.
"I've been dating Avan for eighteen months." I hated to hurt her, but the truth hurts. She turned around and stared at Avan.
"How could you do this to me? I love you." My heart skipped a beat, then I just collapsed to the floor sobbing and screaming. He ran to me and rubbed my back, his strong hands felt nice on my tense muscles.
"I don't know what to say." Avan mumbled.
"Say nothing, please just never talk to me again." I looked up for Sunny but she was gone. He stayed for me instead of comforting her. I tried to catch my breath as I got up.
He stood there with his innocent eyes, leaning into kiss me I felt tempted. When I kissed him I felt special, all of the darkness in the world faded. It was just him I cared about, I tasted the cherry chapstick on his lips and realized what happened. I pushed him off of me and ran out the door.
The thought came to me that he became part of the darkness. He was gone, out of my life for good. I walked out the door into the pouring rain the smell of worms arose from the ground. The picture of his innocent face getting swallowed by darkness. I on the wet stood on the wet pavement and let the hard rain drops hit my body. I don't know what to do. I'm lost without him.