Mistakes and Realisations
Glee and all it's characters belong not to me but to Fox... unfortunately
He looked around the room, the room that throughout his teenage years had been his only security. His friends and fellow Warblers the only people holding back the nightmares that plauged his every thought. His one true love, or so he thought. The best thing that ever happened to him. The sweeteness and gentleness his Kurt possessed however, it wasn't enough. Everything was too careful and reasuring. He needed more. Light brushes of finger tips was no longer enough. So now here he was back in the familiar surroundings of Dalton and as he glannced around the faces of old friends his eyes locked with the boy he wanted, the boy he needed. Sebastian Smythe.
He knew this was wrong, he loved Kurt, really he did. Though he did find that as the weeks dragged on he was finding himself trying more and more to convince himself of this fact. Love, however, is a very different emotion to lust. He knew deep down he shouldn't be here yet as Sebastian caught his gaze and smiled a beautiful crooked half smile all his concerns just melted away and he found himself blushing as he smiled back.
It felt good, he was home. He belonged at Dalton. Public school wasn't for him. He, the Warblers and now even Kurt had realised that. They were all just waiting for that one thing that would tip him over the edge. After the expected exchange of pleasantries, hugs and questions, the most common of which being when the hell are you coming back, he was alone in the room with Sebastian.
They sat beside each other, the silence causing an uneasy tension to flow throughout the room. Next thing he knew he was leaning across the sofa, cupping Sebastian's jaw and he slowly fused their lips together in a slow kiss. Pulling back with a faint blush begining to colour his cheeks he smiled sheepishly. "Well well," Seb smirked "that was most unexpected. Not that I'm complaining of course" The grin that slowly worked it's way across his face was predatory and full of promise. Blaine had never saw something so beautiful, his breath caught in his throat and he sat watching the taller boy with wonder. The taller boy chuckled and leaned in whispering into Blaine's ear. "You don't want this Blaine, trust me," he pulled back smiled softly."What you and Kurt have is special, he loves you and you no matter what your thinking just now love him. Your just confused. Sleeping around with every guy that takes your fancy is not all its cracked up to be, believe me I know. I would do anything to have a committed relationship. The taller of the boys leaned back, frowning slightly and shrugged. "I'm more than happy to be your friend Blaine, but I will not be responsible for breaking up your relationship."
Blaine sat dumbfounded, that had been the last thing he expected Sebastian to say. He had hoped for at the very least and intense make-out session which would hopefully lead to more. Yet listening to the taller boy speak, realisation hit him harder that an ice-cold slushie. He shouldn't be here, what the hell was he thinking. He had something that many people spend all their years searching for and he had found very early on in his life. He found true love.
He smiled apologetically at Sebastian who nooded his head and smiled in understanding. He walked through thoses vast corridors and smiled to himself as he reached the staircase. Today had been a mistake but it had confirmed one thing, his love for Kurt was undying and they would be together for as long as Kurt would put up for him.
So that my friends was my very first fanfiction. Don't judge me too harshly.
Wishing you lots of love and a Happy New Year,
Emma-Louise xx