A/N: Bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored. Finals coming up and I'm bored. World Geography sucks and I'm bored. I need to walk the dog and I'm bored.
Dedication: Kaila,
for she's the only one who can see through me. And
this.
Disclaimer: Down own it.
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Nameless
I'll
close my eyes and see my dreams
All falling into place
But I
know they're not what I want
Or even what they seem
And
suddenly everyone around me
Has a special role
Now I see myself
lost and confused
With dreams no longer clear
I walk
away and hang my head
My confidence all gone
It seems I just
can't decide
On what I want or who I am
But that
guy's already the jokester,
And she's already the moody
one.
It's obvious he's the perfectionist
But I myself feel
wrong
I can't
find a place, can't find a role,
My skin doesn't fit me
anymore
And I don't get the jokes
I'm
desperate to find something more,
I long to feel accepted
I
marvel at her friend's attitude,
And know I'll never have it
So what
can I do but walk away
Before it all crashes down
I don't
know what else to do
And the world is not my style
No one
knows me like I do
There's no way to fit in
There's nothing
worth waiting for
There's no one to hold me close
I feel the
cold and 'soon' I know
I can make it end
The world is
moving way too fast
But I can bring it to a halt
The blade
of power is in my hand
Patiently awaiting an order
A patch of
silk-smooth skin
Soon to be ragged
I knows
exactly what I'm doing
But still it feels so right
To see the
scarlet blossom
A soft and sinful mix of sorrow and anger
And if you
think it's so wrong
Then you find a way
A means by
which to let it out
Without giving in to madness
That's
why you don't help
That's why you can't hear
My screams
and sobs late at night
Muffled by my pillow
You'll
never see the blood-stained shirts
Or the tears on my face
Because
I don't want your pity on me
I don't care if you do
But for as
long as I don't belong
I need that special place
A sanctum I
can call my own
Where none but I fit in…
A/N: Tell me whatcha think!! Kaila, thanks for putting up with me for so long, you have no idea how much I appreciate it. You've been there when no one else has, and I don't know what I'd do without you.
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