Suicidal hope
Kitsune16487
2008
Suicidal hope
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Warning: suicide themed. You are warned!
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Love sick hate care empty lonely scared fear adore alone darkness tired suffocate wonder light savior help tunnel listen see acknowledge accept worry concern trouble burden frighten hatred despise fault mind right believe wrong trust recognize understand doubt question pathetic useless suicidal blood end heaven secure hell angel devil cut scar bruise hurt damage surrender freedom lie fake faith
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He sat there alone, contemplating on his life
Wondering what his sins are
What he'd done wrong
To be treated like this
He's only a child, a lone child
No family, no brothers, no friends
Nothing real
He cares for them, why can't they care for him?
Reminiscing
All he'd ever had are memories
Of being hurt, being broken, losing hope
Everything's fake, all lies
Smile, laugh, happiness
While in truth its hollow, sorrow, sadness inside
His heart is hurting, breaking
His mind is aching, killing him
His body is reaching, reaching out for help
In the end, his heart broke
His mind numb
His body limps
He swore once to never give up, to keep fighting
Get recognition, acknowledgment he longed for
To be loved, cared, needed
But now he surrenders
Forfeit
Standing up, look up, hands reach out to the sky
Winds blowing softly
Caressing his face, drying the tears
He looked around; the sun is setting down on the horizon
Clutching his heart, wiping the tears
Drawing one last breath
The past are playing in his eyes
The past are playing in his ears
He didn't see, he didn't hears
Someone's coming, footsteps approaching
Hands out towards him
But it's too late
He steps out
He's already gone
He's free of his misery
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They ran. Ran against the time. They don't care anymore, because for them, it's already too late. Too late to apologize, too late to show care, to late to love, to late to save him from the darkness they put him through. They did this to him. And now they are paying for it. He's giving up, he can't wait anymore. Not anymore. And now, he's gone, for good.
…………………………….FIN………………………………………suicidal hope…
A/N: I purposely left the name unmentioned. It's up to you guys to interpret who's who, but I guess it's rather easy to guess. This is the result of my own dilemma, my own misery, and it just so happened to fit the character almost perfectly. The title doesn't really fit, but it's the phrase that kept on playing in my mind lately, so I used it. There might be a second part, written from others POV. When I have the idea, I'll write them up. Sayonara for now.