There's no way in hell I'll ever forgive either of those mother fuckers for what they did to me! Tara felt a demonic rage swelling up inside of her. In typical vampire fashion, she sped away from Gran's house in a speedy blur. With a newly heightened sense of hearing, she heard Lafayette and Sookie calling after her. Fuck the both of them! She needed to satisfy her primal urge to get as far away from them as possible. Even with the intensity of everything being all scrambled up inside her brain, she had enough sense to know what they had Pam turn her into. Pam of all creatures!
She scratched at her scalp with her dirty finger nails. Amazingly, the hair grew back in over where Debbie's bullet had originally shattered her skull and ended her human life. Realizing that no matter what she did, her body would always regenerate itself. I aint never gonna get used to this shit! She always thought that living in fear amongst vampires was a terrible fate, yet somehow her worst nightmare had come true. Her friends had completely robbed her of any chance she had of ever resting in peace. And they're back there planning a fuckin' life for me like this. What they should be planning for me is a godamn funeral.
It still hurt to think about Eggs, but she couldn't help herself. After Jason shot him, Tara stood over his cold, dead body and in that moment, she knew there was nothing she could do. She wanted him to be at peace and a part of her wished to join him someday. If fairytale creatures could come to life, than even as an atheist, she never quite gave up on that hope in a heavenly place that Gran had burnt into her and Sookie's brains when they were growing up. Running to the nearest monster for help was never a possibility that entered her mind. A simple funeral like the one Sookie had arranged for Eggs would have sufficed. Hell, even feeding her to the wolves would've been more preferable.
Tara continued to speed away from Gran's as fast as she could. The farther she got, the weaker she felt. She was starting to stumble quite a bit. I shoulda bit those fuckers when I had the chance! Her instinctive thirst for blood was starting to kick in. It was stronger than anything she had ever felt in her entire life.
She didn't realize that she was heading towards Merlotte's until she found herself standing in the parking lot. The restaurant and bar was closed. She wasn't going to find anyone in there. She didn't even know if she wanted to find someone. However, sniffing the air like an animal, she smelt blood and knew that she was not alone.