I hugged my knees tighter to my chest and cried. I was crying so hard that my chest hurt whenever I would breathe in. So hard that my hands were trembling.
My tears were falling so fast and there were so many. My breaths were shaky and shallow the longer I spent crying the harder breathing was becoming.
I was in the bathroom backstage at the arena...Stuck in a stall crying harder then I had ever cried before. This was unfair..The wwe fans knew me as a strong, tall womens champion.
Now, I had just heard the worst news that anyone wants to hear. I had just found out I had contracted terminal cancer
2 Months! If I had just gone to the doctor 2 months earlier the scenario would be different. Of course I would have to go through chemo but they would have caught it in time
I guess the doctors didn't want to tell me themselves cause when the doctor came in he was holding a clipboard and asked me to read it myself.
Even before I started reading...Down the page..Higlighted in bright yellow read CANCEROUS
When I got to the arena I was so upset I didn't even look for anyone I just ran to the stalls and brokedown...They gave me about a month left.
Since I had found out I had cancer my mind never tore away from Jeff...and how I would have to tell this to him.
I mean, He just won the wwe championship..this is what he's wanted for years! And now I had to break this to him.