Authors Note: I wrote this in like...20 minutes...xDD Seifer ramblings...
Disclaimer: Do I look the rich owner of a Square Enix Game? I thought not. ^O^
"Geez, Seifer, why are you such a jerk?"
I scoffed...I always do.
Scoffed and walked away, leaving my poor victim leaning against the wall, his nose thoroughly bloodied and holding his knee in a manner that reassured me he wouldn't be walking straight for weeks.
He didn't really do anything...just insulted me a little. If I were a little more mature, or if my temper managed to hold itself up a little better I wouldn't've even touched the guy. But neither of the above hold true, so I just beat him to a pulp.
A girl with long brown hair ran past me, no doubt to help my bloody victim back there.
"Why are you so mean, Seifer?" She called back at me.
I chose not to reply.
As a rule, I don't hit girls...unless they hit me first. Then, it's an even playing field. They wanna preach about equal rights? Well, I'd beat the crap out a guy that ran up and smacked me, so why not a chick to?
Fuujin tends to be good for that. She doesn't preach "womens' rights" and then throw a tantrum when I beat her in sparring matches. In fact, sometimes she wins. I like people like her...People who don't take crap from anyone...
People like me when I think about it.
Why are you such a jerk?
Hell if I know.
Why are you so mean?
Hell if I care.
I just am.
Maybe I'm just a robot with it's mood switch stuck on 'pissy' all the time.
Or maybe, I just like being mean and a jerk. Maybe it makes me happy inside to watch everyone else fall on their faces. And maybe it just makes me extra happy when it's me who pushes 'em down.
Or...
Or maybe, if we were to take this to an unnecessarily deep level....Maybe it's because..
...I'm hurt.
Maybe....MAYBE....I'm angry at people and humanity....because they've failed me.
Maybe I just got a sick of being in the background, watching everyone at that stupid orphanage leave me. Maybe it just started hurting so much...I let some of it out.
Sometimes it was on people who didn't deserve it...Ice Prince didn't, that's for sure...He suffered with me...He was there...He knows.
He feels it too...I just show it more.
We were both hurt. Tired of watching new kids come in, make friends with us...and then leave with new families, all happy and content...
And just maybe...I got so sick and tired of not being wanted...and not being cared about...that I just got meaner and meaner...
Maybe I was trying to show everyone else what it's like to not be cared about. Taste of their own medicine....
I'm just SMART, hurting people before they get to hurt me. It's intellegent.
Or maybe I'm just a mean guy by nature.
Hell if I know.
A/N: REVIEW! Love how I made Seifer all deep? Hate that I made him all philosophical? TELL ME! *twirling in circles* And NO....I don't support SeiferxFuujin! I am a PROUD Seifer/Zell fangirl!! ^O^ (And Fuujin goes with Raijin =3)