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It's been happening for about 4 months now, he's been in town about 5 months with his father and younger brother. It began about 1 month before my 18th birthday. No one knows, they don't have a clue. All my friends think I'm still in love with Angel, if I ever was. Can you fall out of love with some-one only to fall in love with another so quick? Did I love Angel or was it cause I felt so alone? I didn't know how long I had left before I would die and another would be called, that I made myself believe I was in love with him. I think I'm doing the same with Dean.
It all began when he came to Sunnydale in November. He was the new kid in school and the same age as me. Snyder gave me the task of showing him around, I don't no why it's not like I'm the student of the year, or maybe it was because he had the same attitude as me. Snyder thought that if he put us together he would have an easier time keeping an eye on us.
He hit on me as soon as we were out of Snyder's office and I flirted back. What can I say, I'm a sucker for the bad boy types. We got on well with each other, had a laugh, flirted, and didn't pay attention to the lesson. After school I went to the libary telling him about The Bronze and how my friends would be there. I got to the library to see a man I didn't know talking to Giles about demons. Giles says he's John Winchester, doesn't take me long to figure out he's Deans dad. He was excited to meet me, said he had heard stories about me. Fifteen minutes later Dean comes in followed by a younger guy. I guested it was Sam, his younger brother.
Dean was shocked to see me there, but even more so when his father told him who I was. Looking back the look on his face was funny. Then the gang came in and more introductions, Willow was curious about them, Oz was passive as always, Cordy only notice how hot he was and Xander was making jokes about it all. That night Dean me patrolled the town we got talking about our lives, it broke my heart listening about his lost childhood.
As days grew into weeks, our relationship grew. The first time he kissed me, we had just done a run of Restfield and came across 7 vamps. within 10 minutes thay were dusted. We were out of breathe and close to each other and before I knew it, he was kissing me, damn is he a great kisser. It kept happening every night, then one night I got thrown in to a tombstone and cut my head, when we got to my house he insisted he checked out. He cleaned and bandaged it and then he kissed me. God it was so good, before I knew we were in my room tearing our clothes off.
The next morning I woke up in his arms, which I was relieved about. Ever since then he's been in my bed every night, moaning my name as I moan his, cuming together. I think his dad suspects, and Faith but the others have no idea. Why don't I tell them, well Willow will say it's too soon after Angel and would try to stop me seeing him, Xander would get jealous of him and degrade him and Cordy would whine about me getting the hot guy again. Besides it fun, all that sneaking around nearly getting caught.
Xander had walked into the office just after we had put our clothes back on and he was none the wiser. Well I tell them, yeah soon, when it's not so much fun sneaking around. Do I see a future for us? Yeah, I do. I think that I love him, or that I'm falling for him hard, I just hope he's falling for me. But for now I'm happy with what we got
