A/N: couldn't help but feel the need to contribute to the Alice/Claire fandom out here...
This franchise is my new obsession! Resident Evil! Bought all four in one go, still need to see the fifth film, and possibly the need to buy the game(s), watched one after the other; fell in love, yay Zombies! Haha...
Loving Alice to the brink of extinction...
So, my first Resident Evil fic, so enjoy :)
I suppose I'm sorry for a lot of things...
I'm sorry for near singlehandedly bringing about the apocalypse, it doesn't matter how many people tell me that it wasn't my fault, it's still a chip I carry heavily on my shoulders. If it wasn't for me so many people, good people, would still be alive;
Rain,
Kaplan,
Matt, oh Matt!
LJ,
Carlos,
Jill,
Angie...Angie
Angie, I should have been able to save you; I should've stopped myself, I should've been stronger, should've stopped Umbrella from pulling the trigger, but I didn't, couldn't, at least not for you...
And for everyone else, had I not been around, chances are they'd still be here, holding on to at least a shred of whatever hope still burned in their hearts.
I'm sorry for saving your convoy, I'm sorry for giving your people hope...words can't seem to explain it, and excuses are no longer cutting it.
For K-mart, whatever your fate is, blame me, because if you're hurting, its one-hundred percent my fault, I put all of you on that chopper and I foolishly walked away.
But do you know what I'm most sorry for?
Most of all, I'm sorry for letting you love me. If I hadn't encouraged you, (because how in this hell was I supposed to not fall for you) perhaps we wouldn't be in this mess, well at least you wouldn't be, but then again, I suppose that it's a good thing that your here with me, alive, because otherwise, otherwise...that fate isn't worth thinking about. At all!
I just wish, that the next time you look at me, you could at least remember how you felt for me, because having you right now standing in front of me, not knowing who you are, who I am or what we were, is worse than the spread of infection.
And dear God Claire, it's nearly killing me!
'I'm so sorry...'
A/N: Reviews make me happy...just saying