Okay, my first Beyblade slash fic! YAY! ^_^ I hope I get reviews!
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING TO DO WITH BEYBLADES!!!!.................. *runs away crying*
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Dear Screwed Journal With My Written Out Life In It,
Yes it is I, the almighty screwed one Johnny. Okay, I know I'm starting to sound out of character. Yes I know I am cause I'm busy right now crying my eyes out. Yes! I, Johnny of team Majestics is crying like a weak little girl.
Well not that much of a little girl.
It's just..... how would you like it if the person you love almost raped you.
Yes, I'm talking about the one and only 'How Uncouth' person alive, Robert. You should already know that, I've been writing about him since day one.
And if Oliver or Enrique is reading this at this moment, YOU GUYS ARE SOOOO DEAD WHEN I FIND YOU!
Back to before....
Damnit! I need more tissues!
Okay, so this is how it went......
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"Guys, I really don't think you should drink all that. I mean, come on, you all look drunk," I stated watching the rest of the Majestics talking, laughing, and drinking their asses off with wine and other strong drinks. Okay I admitt it, I may look strong and manly, but wine and crap really doesn't satisfy my taste buds. It's just plain old disgusting to me! But to everyone else it's like beyblading.
We're happy when we beyblade, and they're happy when they drink that stuff.
"Come on Johnny, you'd think only having a few glasses of wine would make you go brain dead!" Enrique joked. For him, yeah, those 'few drinks' did make him go brain dead cause he and Oliver were making out a minute ago. That would of never happened if we didn't gain that victory over that new polish beyblade team, team Demon.
To put it simple, we actually pulled together as a team and won over those gothic looking people. AND! It was no easy win either! Salamulyon had taken a beaten in our match, but we actually managed to take a win for that session.
"Whatever, I'm going to bed," I stated as a I got up and took one last look at my friends.
Enrique and Oliver went back to making out again. I guess Enriques got his ass soo drunk he sees Oliver as a girl and well Oliver...... he's just as a drunk to think he's really is a girl!
And there's Robert...... Okay, I know this is going to sound gay, but I am! So what! Screw you if you think that's.... screwy..... Okay, I think Robert just looked soo fine drinking up the last bit of wine with a mix of vodka from his glass. I just loved the way he looked, the way he acted, the way he walked, the way he talked, and everything else about him! It takes no brain surgent to see that I'm flat head over heels in love with the guy!
But!
I haven't told him yet.
And now wouldn't be the time. Mr. Hates People That Are Uncouth is drunk, and he's very tempermental when he's drunk. He's most likely be out of that stage in a few minutes like 15, he always is. He has a strong metabolism unlike two certain Majestics who are busy trying to see if they can clear off the table for something I don't want to see!
I just sighed with doubt that those two will wake up from their spell anytime soon. All I can do now is walk away. Walk away from the two love birds and my love........... Yay.......
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I wish right now I didn't. Right now, I wish I was never alone. I just wish.... that he wasn't celebrating for my win for our team. Then I wouldn't be crying and whimpering.
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Ten minutes it took me to get to my room in Robert's castle (Which I'm staying at for the next few days) and to get undressed so I'm only in my boxers and shorts. I always sleep in my shorts for some reason while at Robert's castle... Oh yeah, it gets freaking cold at night here!
In 5 minutes, Robert will be coming in here apoligizing if he did anything wrong while he was a drunk monkey. Last time he got drunk, he actually did act like he was a moneky so that's how I got that term.
I sat on my bed and waited for my purple-haired angel to walk in and start saying sorry like there was no tomorrow.
Only a minute passed before the door opened and in he walked. First I thought something was wrong cause his 15 minutes wasn't up and second of all, he didn't look all to well. He staggered every few steps.
"Robert, what's the matter? Are you alright?" I asked as I stood up, eyes showing worry. When it comes to the one I love, there is always worry. As soon as we were only a few centimeters apart (Which I thanked God for) it happened.
Robert, the most mannered and gentleman-like of the group just flat out punched me......
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?
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I basically made him more insane by the moment, that's what.
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I had no time to react to what happened, I was still registering the thought of him actually hitting me! Well guess what thought, HE DID!
All I could do was just stand there, shocked written everywhere on me. He could notice this vulnerablity and took advantage of it by grabbing the back of my neck and making me face him, shocked to insane.
"Johnny, Johnny, Johnny," he whispered into my ear. Oh boy, he's really starting to scare me by the passing seconds.
"What!?!" I spatted out, not really meaning to. But I guess my words just encouraged him more. How do I know, Robert had just thrown me roughly up against a nearby wall and put his arms stifely on each of my sides, blocking my exits.
I was scared, no, petrefied! Robert was acting...... uncouth!
I was finally able to actually look him in the eye after a second pass to only hear one thing come from him.
"Why do you make me feel like this?" he whispered before bringing his lips down onto mine..... kinda rough if you asked me.
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If this happened under any other type of circumstances, I would be cherishing this moment. But no, I wanted the REAL Robert to take my first kiss, not this stranger to me now.
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Dear Salamulyon! I was in Heaven right then! Robert! KISSING ME! Someone up there is on my si-
HOLD ON ONE SECOND!
I can taste it. Robert had already managed to slip his tongue into my mouth to taste probably what kind of toothpaste I use, but right now, I can taste that he was still in his 15 minute timeline. I looked over at a nearby clock.....
I've been in my soooo called Heaven for 2 FREAKING MINUTES!
But wait.... this isn't Heaven......
Robert is drunk meaning he's probably lieing about feeling like that and is just probably and most likely horny. I mean, come on, who would like an asshole like me?
Oh wait! SHIT! I've been so caught up in my own thoughts I've never noticed that Robert had moved me from the wall, and onto the bed, ontop of me while I was straddled..........
............ Atleast I still have my clothes on!
But not for long, because I see him working at pants button as he's kissing any of my uper body parts that's in his reach.
I tried to reach down and stop him, but one little problem. THE BASTARD BROUGHT HANDCUFFS TOO!!!!!!! Just great......... I'M HANDCUFFED TO MY BED POST!
I lost my first kiss tonight AND I'm most likely going to use my virginity......
NOT ON MY WATCH AM I GONNA LOSE THAT!
"Robert! Please! Stop this! You're drunk! You don't know what you're doing! PLEASE!" I screamed and begged at the same time as I struggled against the handcuffs. Yes, great plan indeed! To bad I'm to tired to continue struggling.
Just a few seconds later....
"Please Robert, stop! You're hurting me! Please Robert....... please...."
My face is flushed from struggling and crying as Robert finally manages to actually get my pants undone..
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Remember what I said earlier, ALMOST raped! Lucky me for once!
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"PLEASE!" I yelled with all my might, never noticing that Robert had actually slowed down for the past few seconds.
"Stop...... yelling........" he kept repeating as he rolled off of me and to the side of the to sit there. I guess he didn't notice me cause his back was turned. I'm just happy that he wasn't drunk for a few more minutes or I might not have my virginity with me. But right now, I had to get his attention.
My throat hurt to much from all my begging and screaming so I did the next best thing.
I whimpered....
Like the hurt little dog I was right now...
"Where's that crying coming fr-"
He couldn't finish his sentence when he turned around and layed his eyes on me, the broken dog. I may have my innocence but I was still broken.....
He scared me, he truely did....
I could tell he was frighten too...
His face had paled in the few moments he took to get up off the bed and turn around to see me fully. To see a boy who was handcuffed to a bed post, who's face was flushed and wet from tears, a neck and uper torso that was full of bite marks, pants that were undone and down to where you can see 6 inches of my lovely 'Dead Sexy' boxers (from Enrique) and my legs still straddled. The most intense feature above all was the bruise on the right side of my face.....
Standing out perfectly....
"J-J-Johnny! De-dear Lord! My God!" he stuttered, his eyes widened from my lovely sight. So how do you like it Robert! YOU DID THIS TO ME!
"Master Johnny, I heard screaming from my room down the HALL!!!" came the scream of the maid that was to take care of my section of the castle for the next few days. Yeah, she was panicking from my sight. Bad part was that she took it all out on Robert.
"Robert! Get out! GET OUT NOW!" she yelled, her brown eyes narrowing at his site as just grabbed his arm and threw him out of my room.
The last sight I caught of him was one of concern and guilt before the maid slammed the door.
"Don't worry Johnny, he's gone! Don't worry!" she said as she rushed over to me as she took a clip from her hair and started picking at the handcuffs. A few moments later, I was free from their clutches.
I was free to cry too.
The maid sat down by me on the bed, grabbed me, and hugged me with gentleness. Like a mother. She even started to sing a french lullaby to me as I cried into her blouse till I fell asleep.
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It wasn't till after she left, believing I was asleep that I got you out and started writing. Now it has been two hours since my ordeal, and I have yet to stop crying.
It hurt so much. It had hurt he punched me, slammed me against the wall, kissed me, then proceeding to make love to me until he finally got control that hurt...
But the most painful of the expierence was that he broke my heart too. I really don't want to love someone who tries to rape and has no control over his desire.
If only..... if only I had told him my feelings sooner, he may of not done this.
Now, I really don't believe I can forgive him...
For ruining our friendship...
Ruining my love....
Ruining my life which I had basically dedicated to him for years!
Now all I wish is to never, EVER see him again.
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TBC!!!!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!! I ish done! YAY! Please review on this and I may continue!
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING TO DO WITH BEYBLADES!!!!.................. *runs away crying*
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Dear Screwed Journal With My Written Out Life In It,
Yes it is I, the almighty screwed one Johnny. Okay, I know I'm starting to sound out of character. Yes I know I am cause I'm busy right now crying my eyes out. Yes! I, Johnny of team Majestics is crying like a weak little girl.
Well not that much of a little girl.
It's just..... how would you like it if the person you love almost raped you.
Yes, I'm talking about the one and only 'How Uncouth' person alive, Robert. You should already know that, I've been writing about him since day one.
And if Oliver or Enrique is reading this at this moment, YOU GUYS ARE SOOOO DEAD WHEN I FIND YOU!
Back to before....
Damnit! I need more tissues!
Okay, so this is how it went......
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"Guys, I really don't think you should drink all that. I mean, come on, you all look drunk," I stated watching the rest of the Majestics talking, laughing, and drinking their asses off with wine and other strong drinks. Okay I admitt it, I may look strong and manly, but wine and crap really doesn't satisfy my taste buds. It's just plain old disgusting to me! But to everyone else it's like beyblading.
We're happy when we beyblade, and they're happy when they drink that stuff.
"Come on Johnny, you'd think only having a few glasses of wine would make you go brain dead!" Enrique joked. For him, yeah, those 'few drinks' did make him go brain dead cause he and Oliver were making out a minute ago. That would of never happened if we didn't gain that victory over that new polish beyblade team, team Demon.
To put it simple, we actually pulled together as a team and won over those gothic looking people. AND! It was no easy win either! Salamulyon had taken a beaten in our match, but we actually managed to take a win for that session.
"Whatever, I'm going to bed," I stated as a I got up and took one last look at my friends.
Enrique and Oliver went back to making out again. I guess Enriques got his ass soo drunk he sees Oliver as a girl and well Oliver...... he's just as a drunk to think he's really is a girl!
And there's Robert...... Okay, I know this is going to sound gay, but I am! So what! Screw you if you think that's.... screwy..... Okay, I think Robert just looked soo fine drinking up the last bit of wine with a mix of vodka from his glass. I just loved the way he looked, the way he acted, the way he walked, the way he talked, and everything else about him! It takes no brain surgent to see that I'm flat head over heels in love with the guy!
But!
I haven't told him yet.
And now wouldn't be the time. Mr. Hates People That Are Uncouth is drunk, and he's very tempermental when he's drunk. He's most likely be out of that stage in a few minutes like 15, he always is. He has a strong metabolism unlike two certain Majestics who are busy trying to see if they can clear off the table for something I don't want to see!
I just sighed with doubt that those two will wake up from their spell anytime soon. All I can do now is walk away. Walk away from the two love birds and my love........... Yay.......
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I wish right now I didn't. Right now, I wish I was never alone. I just wish.... that he wasn't celebrating for my win for our team. Then I wouldn't be crying and whimpering.
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Ten minutes it took me to get to my room in Robert's castle (Which I'm staying at for the next few days) and to get undressed so I'm only in my boxers and shorts. I always sleep in my shorts for some reason while at Robert's castle... Oh yeah, it gets freaking cold at night here!
In 5 minutes, Robert will be coming in here apoligizing if he did anything wrong while he was a drunk monkey. Last time he got drunk, he actually did act like he was a moneky so that's how I got that term.
I sat on my bed and waited for my purple-haired angel to walk in and start saying sorry like there was no tomorrow.
Only a minute passed before the door opened and in he walked. First I thought something was wrong cause his 15 minutes wasn't up and second of all, he didn't look all to well. He staggered every few steps.
"Robert, what's the matter? Are you alright?" I asked as I stood up, eyes showing worry. When it comes to the one I love, there is always worry. As soon as we were only a few centimeters apart (Which I thanked God for) it happened.
Robert, the most mannered and gentleman-like of the group just flat out punched me......
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?
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I basically made him more insane by the moment, that's what.
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I had no time to react to what happened, I was still registering the thought of him actually hitting me! Well guess what thought, HE DID!
All I could do was just stand there, shocked written everywhere on me. He could notice this vulnerablity and took advantage of it by grabbing the back of my neck and making me face him, shocked to insane.
"Johnny, Johnny, Johnny," he whispered into my ear. Oh boy, he's really starting to scare me by the passing seconds.
"What!?!" I spatted out, not really meaning to. But I guess my words just encouraged him more. How do I know, Robert had just thrown me roughly up against a nearby wall and put his arms stifely on each of my sides, blocking my exits.
I was scared, no, petrefied! Robert was acting...... uncouth!
I was finally able to actually look him in the eye after a second pass to only hear one thing come from him.
"Why do you make me feel like this?" he whispered before bringing his lips down onto mine..... kinda rough if you asked me.
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If this happened under any other type of circumstances, I would be cherishing this moment. But no, I wanted the REAL Robert to take my first kiss, not this stranger to me now.
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Dear Salamulyon! I was in Heaven right then! Robert! KISSING ME! Someone up there is on my si-
HOLD ON ONE SECOND!
I can taste it. Robert had already managed to slip his tongue into my mouth to taste probably what kind of toothpaste I use, but right now, I can taste that he was still in his 15 minute timeline. I looked over at a nearby clock.....
I've been in my soooo called Heaven for 2 FREAKING MINUTES!
But wait.... this isn't Heaven......
Robert is drunk meaning he's probably lieing about feeling like that and is just probably and most likely horny. I mean, come on, who would like an asshole like me?
Oh wait! SHIT! I've been so caught up in my own thoughts I've never noticed that Robert had moved me from the wall, and onto the bed, ontop of me while I was straddled..........
............ Atleast I still have my clothes on!
But not for long, because I see him working at pants button as he's kissing any of my uper body parts that's in his reach.
I tried to reach down and stop him, but one little problem. THE BASTARD BROUGHT HANDCUFFS TOO!!!!!!! Just great......... I'M HANDCUFFED TO MY BED POST!
I lost my first kiss tonight AND I'm most likely going to use my virginity......
NOT ON MY WATCH AM I GONNA LOSE THAT!
"Robert! Please! Stop this! You're drunk! You don't know what you're doing! PLEASE!" I screamed and begged at the same time as I struggled against the handcuffs. Yes, great plan indeed! To bad I'm to tired to continue struggling.
Just a few seconds later....
"Please Robert, stop! You're hurting me! Please Robert....... please...."
My face is flushed from struggling and crying as Robert finally manages to actually get my pants undone..
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Remember what I said earlier, ALMOST raped! Lucky me for once!
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"PLEASE!" I yelled with all my might, never noticing that Robert had actually slowed down for the past few seconds.
"Stop...... yelling........" he kept repeating as he rolled off of me and to the side of the to sit there. I guess he didn't notice me cause his back was turned. I'm just happy that he wasn't drunk for a few more minutes or I might not have my virginity with me. But right now, I had to get his attention.
My throat hurt to much from all my begging and screaming so I did the next best thing.
I whimpered....
Like the hurt little dog I was right now...
"Where's that crying coming fr-"
He couldn't finish his sentence when he turned around and layed his eyes on me, the broken dog. I may have my innocence but I was still broken.....
He scared me, he truely did....
I could tell he was frighten too...
His face had paled in the few moments he took to get up off the bed and turn around to see me fully. To see a boy who was handcuffed to a bed post, who's face was flushed and wet from tears, a neck and uper torso that was full of bite marks, pants that were undone and down to where you can see 6 inches of my lovely 'Dead Sexy' boxers (from Enrique) and my legs still straddled. The most intense feature above all was the bruise on the right side of my face.....
Standing out perfectly....
"J-J-Johnny! De-dear Lord! My God!" he stuttered, his eyes widened from my lovely sight. So how do you like it Robert! YOU DID THIS TO ME!
"Master Johnny, I heard screaming from my room down the HALL!!!" came the scream of the maid that was to take care of my section of the castle for the next few days. Yeah, she was panicking from my sight. Bad part was that she took it all out on Robert.
"Robert! Get out! GET OUT NOW!" she yelled, her brown eyes narrowing at his site as just grabbed his arm and threw him out of my room.
The last sight I caught of him was one of concern and guilt before the maid slammed the door.
"Don't worry Johnny, he's gone! Don't worry!" she said as she rushed over to me as she took a clip from her hair and started picking at the handcuffs. A few moments later, I was free from their clutches.
I was free to cry too.
The maid sat down by me on the bed, grabbed me, and hugged me with gentleness. Like a mother. She even started to sing a french lullaby to me as I cried into her blouse till I fell asleep.
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It wasn't till after she left, believing I was asleep that I got you out and started writing. Now it has been two hours since my ordeal, and I have yet to stop crying.
It hurt so much. It had hurt he punched me, slammed me against the wall, kissed me, then proceeding to make love to me until he finally got control that hurt...
But the most painful of the expierence was that he broke my heart too. I really don't want to love someone who tries to rape and has no control over his desire.
If only..... if only I had told him my feelings sooner, he may of not done this.
Now, I really don't believe I can forgive him...
For ruining our friendship...
Ruining my love....
Ruining my life which I had basically dedicated to him for years!
Now all I wish is to never, EVER see him again.
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TBC!!!!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!! I ish done! YAY! Please review on this and I may continue!