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Author's Note: Just a little piece of character exploration I came up with one day.
Lament of the Forsaken
The Darkness was terrifying. And yet I found myself succumbing to its alluring power time and time again. It coursed through my veins like liquid fire, contaminating me with its intoxicating poisons. I felt myself falling deeper, locked within a never ending spiral; the Light of my heart fading fast.
But then I wonder.
Have I ever been a creature of the Light? Or was I destined to fall from the very beginning? Am I not unlike the Heartless? A mindless, power hungry being submitted completely to the Dark? Or am I more like a Nobody? Desperate and ruthless, clinging to what little scraps of the Light that they no longer possess?
I no longer deserve to live alongside those of the Light. Avarice has claimed my soul. I can never be saved. I can never be free. I gave up everything to gain nothing. And nothing I shall keep.
How I longed for grandeur, willing to sacrifice those closest to me to achieve a status I could never hope to reach. My heart was weak and easily manipulated. My will was not even strong enough to protect the lives of those I love. And for that I must pay the price.