A/N: Ok so here is the deal I got a few replies to continue the story Last kiss and Bree actually requested that I continue from Eli's and Clare's first night together so I did. I hope everyone likes it this story will probably go back and forth on the point of views. Please let me know what you think to see if it is even worth me writing a new story or if I should just leave it at that I already have an idea of what I want from this story.

I do not own Degrassi.

Clare walks out of the restroom wearing nothing but my old DeadHand shirt. I can't help but stare at her she is so beautiful her auburn hair has been let down she took off the make-up that Alli had applied for the wedding, and I swear if at all possible her eyes are brighter than the stars.

"Eli quit staring at me like that" Her cheeks are starting to get that blush that I love so much.

"I just want to take it all in Clare you are so beautiful I want to remember every little detail of tonight." She walks towards me and stops right in front of me trying to grab her robe to cover up.

"Don't cover up Clare, I love to look at you from the top of your auburn curls to the tip of your toes, if there was such a thing as a perfect human being you would be it." I lean down to kiss her cheek.

"I love you with all my heart Eli" she grabs my hand and interlaces our fingers.

"I must have done something right at some point in my life to have god give me an angel like you to love and to love me back." I kiss her cute nose.

"No it's the other way around you are my angel that god sent me to save me from being alone." Now she kisses my nose and places her free hand on my arm.

"What have you done to me? I can't live without seeing those gorgeous blue eyes without kissing those luscious pink lips that taste like strawberries." I place a chaste kiss on her lips.

"I couldn't live without your emerald green eyes either Elijah believe me I tried and all those years I was not alive if it wasn't for your memory and praying and hoping that you would forgive me one day I would have died." I see a cloud of sadness in her eyes.

I caress her cheek with my free hand "let's not think about that Claire the important thing is that we are here now together and nothing and no one can ever tear us apart."

"I love you Eli" she wraps her arms around my neck and starts to kiss my jaw and slowly moves up to my lips. My hands go to her waist and I grip the shirt she is wearing.

"I love you more Clare" I say between kisses she kisses me so gently but so full of passion the way she only knows how to.

I pull her closer to me and lift her up her legs wrap around my torso but we never pull away from the kiss. I walk closer to the bed and lay her down gently I pull away from our kiss just long enough to take my shirt and hers off.

"Eli wait" Clare pulls away from me.

"What's wrong, did I hurt you, are you uncomfortable?" I raise myself off of her.

"No baby calm down I just don't think it's fair you are still wearing some clothes and I'm not." As she is saying this her cheeks are turning crimson.

"Well we have to be fair." I take my pants and boxers off and smirk at her. I lean back down and start to kiss her neck.

"I love you Eli" was all that was heard as our bodies finally became one. At this moment I felt so close to Clare I had never felt this close to anyone before.

"You will tell if I'm hurting you right?" she just nods. I look in to her eyes and I can see pleasure and pain, then I see one tear roll down her cheek.

"I can stop if you want me to." I tell her after I kiss her tear away.

"No don't stop it hurts but the pleasure makes it bearable." She gives me a devilish smile that I had never seen on her before.

"I love you Clare" she leans up to capture my lips and starts licking my bottom lip requesting me to let her in I of course oblige and her tong darts in my mouth and starts dancing with mine.

Our first time was everything I wanted it to be. I lay on my back and Clare is resting her head on my chest I run my fingers thru her hair and she draws small circles on my chest with her finger nails.

"Clare?"

"Hmm" she answers lazily.

"Don't fall asleep." She looks up at me with quizzical look.

"Why, not Elijah?" God I love the way she says my full name of course I will never tell her or else she will always call me that and we can't have that.

"Because Mrs. Goldsworthy I don't want this night to end but I know it will so I want us to be awake for when it does." She just smiles at me.

"Does that sound cheesy?"

"Not at all babe it's sweet and I agree I don't want this night to end everything about it was perfect." She goes back to drawing circles on my chest and I continue to run my fingers thru her hair.

"It was worth it." I could barely hear it but I was sure that she said it.

"What was worth it?" I ask her.

"This, us, me waiting till I got married to take my abstinence ring off, It was all worth it because everything today was perfect."

"It was perfect." A smirk settles in my face as I say this. It really was a perfect day the weather had been nice, the wedding ceremony had been beautiful and best of all we got to share it with our loved ones.

I still can't get it in my head that this beautiful woman is now my wife.

"Eli is it ok if I close my eyes for just ten minutes I'm really exhausted." She yawns as she says this.

"Of course baby, get some sleep I will be here when you wake up." I kiss the top of her head and continue to run my fingers in her hair.

After about twenty minutes I hear a low snore coming from Clare.

There was something I wanted to tell her but I was never able to tell her to her face I guess this was my chance to get it off my chest.

"Clare baby I love you so much, you mean the world to me and I would be nothing without you. I hope that one day you can forgive me for not telling you about Lisa it's just that after everything that happened between us I was devastated and when I got to Columbia I met her and she was nice I liked her a lot but I didn't love her the way I love you. So after a year and a half of dating she asked me what was the next step that she wanted to meet my parents and wanted me to meet hers, but I couldn't I didn't want anything serious with her I just wanted her to help with the pain I felt of losing you. I ended things with her and she left school I never saw her again but I didn't want to tell you not after everything with Bianca I didn't want you to think I ever for a second forgot about you baby because I never did. I love you Clare and maybe one day I will be able to tell you this when you are awake."

Clare shuffles around in the bed and turns around leaving me free to move around. I grab my cell phone from the nightstand to check the time its five thirty a.m. already. I get up from bed and head to my dresser to get a clean pair of boxers and a pair of pajama pants.

I open the bathroom door slowly trying not to wake Clare up. I turn the water on and when it's nice and warm I get in I wash my hair and my body once I'm done I get out dry off and put my clothes on.

Again I open the door carefully and make it out of the room towards the kitchen to cook my wife breakfast.

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