Drabble. Inspired by a COMEDY video. I don't know why. I apologize if this is OOC as I didn't actually watch this show. I only write because of my friend talking about it 24/7.

Dedicated to FlameoInstantNoodles I guess for my B-Day present.

These unseeing eyes, blank and still. No matter what, I'll always hate them.

Because of these green orbs, you treated me weakly. You didn't even stop till the last second. You didn't realize how I felt.

It was so, so, so, incredibly lonely that I ended up stranded. My heart is a contradiction to my mind.

For spirit's sake, my first friend wasn't even human. My parents, the people that are supposed to love me… They cut me off from the world.

The fact that nobody even knew the Beifongs had a daughter…. It's something that hurt worse than any scar, any bruise, any sort of pain. It hurt and I wouldn't even be able to tell you where it hurt. It just did.. The fact that it was all because of these ….these stupid EYES!

It's just so frustrating…!

I didn't ask to be born this way! I didn't want to be closed away! I didn't want to be unable to feel anything because my parent's didn't want anyone to know about me!

Just STOP making me feel as if I shouldn't have been born…As if I shouldn't even exist.

Don't deny it because really, what's the point of being alive…If I don't even get to live?

You love me. You want to protect me. Hah. As if.

If so, then please do tell.

If you loved me, why haven't I ever felt that 'love'?

I can't see.

But in exchange, my senses, all of them, they were heightened unbelievably.

I can sense many things.

Even if I'll never see bright colors.

Even if I'll never know the contrast between black and white.

Even if I'll always feel like I'm stupid because I can't read.

So tell me. Why have I never, in my entire life, been able to sense this so-called 'love' coming from you?

It's is agonizing, unbelievably so. A little slip-up; one mistake. That's all it takes for someone to forget that one of us won't ever see.

…All it takes for that overwhelming ache to come crashing down again.

It's not stupid for someone to kill themselves. I'll never know what that soft earth I find to feel glorious looks like. When someone says 'it's beautiful' I'll just feel like an outsider again.

I'll never know what a 'smile' is like.

I'll never be there to stop a person's tears when their sad because I can't find their face.

I won't ever get to see 'emotions' come alive. I'll never know what a single one of my friend's look like.

What's Katara's eye color? It's not something I'll ever be able to tell you, because I don't even know what 'blue' is.

I don't even know what I look like.

It's odd, that sense of estrangement; even from oneself.

How tall am I?

What's my hair color?

Am I pale or tanned?

I don't know.

There are so many things I don't know it's frustrating.

But you know what? I don't care. I'm going to keep living. I'm going to make up everything I don't have with what I do. If I gave up now, It would only prove everyone who thought I was a weakling right.

Who knows? Maybe someday I'll feel the answer to all my questions.

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