This pillow laid beneath my head,
Nestles a mind filled with dread
Sleepless nights come all to often,
Piercing eyes never soften,
Two glowing orbs
Starting out from night,
Decaying hands,
Resembling fright,
Welcome seeker of my dreams,
Have you come to silence the screams?
If you've stumbled upon my mind
Be aware of what you'll find,
The things I think,
Can be obscene,
Make you gasp,
make others scream
All to normal for their good
Yet I would choose normal if I could
Based upon the things I've though,
innocent, I'm not
Welcome comer to my life
Have you come to share my strife,
Slice my chest and take my heart
You've already pulled my soul apart
Welcome finder of my core
Have you come 2 taunt me some more
The shadowed memories fade
Rough around the edges
Come to me I bade
And help me balance on these ledges
Slowly I move the dirt
Digging my own grave
The labor eases the hurt
And helps me be brave
Welcome observer of my hollow eyes
Have you come to tell me its better to live than to die
Friends are slowly leaving
Migrating to something new
I thought I was still believing
That what we had was true
But now I feel so empty
Like nothing is in inside
I feel like you have left me
All you've done is lied
Welcome former friend into the depths of despair
Have you come to tell me, that you really do care?