This is my first ever Rookie Blue fanfiction story. It was developed between a friend and I over on a roleplaying website and we decided to write it into a fanfic story. Please forgive the shortness of this first chapter, it will get longer but i just wanted to see how it would do here. So please rate and review and if you guys like it i'll have the next chapter up by the end of the week. Thanks!

''What if i were to tell you something dark? A deep dark secret that i had never told anyone before? It's not exactly something that's easy to bring up in conversation and to be honest... i never thought it would ever come up again.. You know all about my childhood... well, not all about it, but some things i did tell you... about my dad and my mom, my mom never even knew about this, dad never told her. I never told anyone, and i'm scared that when people find out they're gonna look at me in a different light, that they're not gonna trust me again. ''

A deep, heavy frustrated sigh escaped her lips at her words, she wasn't sure how to handle this, she was never prepared for it back then and she certainly wasn't prepared for it now. But she had to tell him, she had to get it out. He deserved at least that. Taking another deep breath, she looked deep into his eyes then at the floor as she continued to tell the story.

''I was fourteen when it happened, i sneaked out of the house to meet a friend and we went clubbing. Didn't get drunk or anything, we only had like one beer. She was with a guy who knew the security guys so they let us in and he bought us the drinks. I didn't live that far from the club so i thought i would head home cos i wasn't really enjoying the night. I didn't like her boyfriend he was a real creep of a guy.. anyways... i left the club after saying goodnight to her and it was when i was walking home when it happened..''

She took another deep breath, only for her feeling the warmth of his strong hand on her back comforting her she would break down in front of him and she promised herself she wasn't going to do that.

''What happened?'' He asked her. This was the hard part now, having to relive it all over again. But she managed to keep herself together, just about.

''I'm not quite sure.'' She said to him, looking at him and shrugging then looking back to the ground again.

''It all happened so fast i wasn't even aware of what had actually happened until after it had happened.

::: FLASH BACK :::

It was freezing out, the nip in the air could be felt all around and could be seen on the breath. She could still hear the music from the club playing loudly. Across the road a few others were heading toward the club, with the way they were walking and acting they were already drunk and she could actually feel herself getting scared. Folding her arms across her chest she increased her pace as she walked back home. She could hear footsteps behind her and with the short skirt she had on her she was no doubt an easy target for the animal.

She wasn't sure what had happened next, she felt him push her to the ground and she could remember trying to get back to her feet again until he had pushed her down again, his arms tight around her neck and no matter how loud she screamed no one was around to hear it.

She could remember fighting with him, slapping at his shoulders and scrabbing his face with her nails, she could remember screaming at the top of her lungs, begging him to get off her and stop what he was doing, she could remember him laughing as he grabbed her arms and pinned her down as he pounded into her with such brutal force she felt like her body was going to snap in half, It didn't take him long to finish, she was left violently shaking and crying as he punched her several times, knocking her out and ran off into the crowd that was heading to the club.

::: END FLASHBACK :::

''And the next thing i remember was waking up in the hospital a few days later..''

The tears were rolling down her cheek now, she swallowed a lump that had formed in the back of her throat, her body trembling as he pulled her into a tight hug.

His blood was boiling. He wanted to catch the scumbag and rip his heart right out of his chest. He hugged her tightly as she sobbed into him, it was all he could do. He knew there was more that she wasn't telling him, but seeing how distraught she was just now, he wouldn't want to put her through it all again. He loved her too much and seeing her like this was breaking his heart...