All a Lie.
A.N. Williams.
I sit alone,
Awaiting comfort, awaiting the end of my eternal pain and suffering.
I sit and wonder,
How much longer... How much longer I can bleed these tears.
Forever searching, forever seaking,
This dream called love, this fantasy of happiness.
I contemplate existance, I journey for answers.
A failed creation, Gods grand mistake.
A fallen angel, a forever disgrace.
No one can save, this wretched being.
No one can heal, the non-existant soul...
With no alignment, with no true thoughts,
Nothing is my own.
Not life, not dreams, not anything I think I feel.
Disowned, forgotten.
Shunned out, denied.
I sit alone, cards on the table,
Reading my future that tells only lies.
Fabrication, deciet, dishonesty, deception.
All the sum of what I am.
Falsehood, mendacity, an entire lie.
This is all I know.
Honesty and canor,
What are these words?
Integrity and fidelity.
Nothing that I know.
I've lived so long, and yet so little.
Maybe even this... is all, a lie...
A.N. Williams.
I sit alone,
Awaiting comfort, awaiting the end of my eternal pain and suffering.
I sit and wonder,
How much longer... How much longer I can bleed these tears.
Forever searching, forever seaking,
This dream called love, this fantasy of happiness.
I contemplate existance, I journey for answers.
A failed creation, Gods grand mistake.
A fallen angel, a forever disgrace.
No one can save, this wretched being.
No one can heal, the non-existant soul...
With no alignment, with no true thoughts,
Nothing is my own.
Not life, not dreams, not anything I think I feel.
Disowned, forgotten.
Shunned out, denied.
I sit alone, cards on the table,
Reading my future that tells only lies.
Fabrication, deciet, dishonesty, deception.
All the sum of what I am.
Falsehood, mendacity, an entire lie.
This is all I know.
Honesty and canor,
What are these words?
Integrity and fidelity.
Nothing that I know.
I've lived so long, and yet so little.
Maybe even this... is all, a lie...