Chicken Scratch - NMWNMW

by Fae 206

Blaine Hummel-Anderson is very excited to continue living as a new husband with his superstar husband, Kurt graduating from NYADA. That is until Kurt is diagnosed with a rare incurable illness that has Blaine reflect on life, love, and whether or not to go looking for the cure to -cryogenically frozen- Kurt's illness. This is a companion piece to No Matter What, No Matter Where.

AN: I know I have been out of action for a very long time and I apologize, I just needed to find my motivation and inspiration again. I am currently not updating my other fics because I'd like to give myself the opportunity to rewrite them and make them feel new rather than making them feel old and not fitting into the same state of mind.

This one is a retelling of 'No Matter What, No Matter When' but using the diary entry style of writing. Again, I don't acknowledge Season 6 (I do like the last episode) so this is from S5

Chicken Scratch

NMWNMW -

Day One

Hey, it's Blaine again.

I guess it's been a while since I wrote in here, although hey there do seem to be a ton of cool doodles I drew and the picture of Kurt that….anyway, it's me. I think it was said somewhere that writing down your thoughts as if you were talking to someone was therapeutic. Maybe I read that in one of the travel magazi—-, nope I read it on a tag at Pottery Barn whilst waiting for Kurt to finalize the list of what we could decide on. Okay, it's Kurt and he has better taste than me so I just go ahead and let him pick and if needed give my two cents in.

Whenever Kurt is happy, I am happy and oh how happy we have been :)

Since the wedding, Kurt has been feeling amazing and I have been too. He gets up every day to exercise and since we have our own apartment now I get to pretend to be doing other things whilst checking out his body. Sometimes I go in and exercise with him, but I can't keep myself from talking about how adorable he is and how hot he is for him to concentrate, oops! o.o Haha, I'm sure he just luuuuuuuvs the attention and I love him.

I'm trying to figure out where to take him next month. He'll be graduating with high honors from NYADA and then he has already found a lead role and a costuming job and I am so thrilled for him and so proud to be with him. He'll be absolutely fantastic and I need to make the most amazing celebratory dinner for him. I'll have to invite everyone I can from our former group, maybe Rachel will even fly in from LA to make him feel as important as I always remind him that he is. He's going to shine so bright and I just want to watch him and make sure that I can be there for him.

Sometimes I think I was put on this earth to watch him and nurture him and help him become the best superstar possible. If that's so, I am beyond proud to have such an important job.

Well, I'll make sure that he knows how loved he is once more today

Til tomorrow,

- Blaine HUMMEL-Anderson