Maze Runner

Unforgettable Love

Summary:

They said, it doesn't matter how memories can you remember from the past with the one you love, what matter is, how long, and how strong can your relationship with the one you love will be. They we're separate, and she thought he was dead, she escaped, and lost hope, but it all came back again, once she saw him again. She can't say her feelings to him, when he don't even know her name. But time will come. Newt & Sonya

Chapter 1 : Remembering Past

" You don't have to leave, you can't... "

" But I need...promise me...you'll never forget me..."

" But Sonya— "

" Promise me...because...we will see each other again..."

" For you I will, and promise me, you will never be one of them "

" I promise "

But before they can hug each other again, she was grabbed and taken away " Janson! You don't even let me say goodbye! " She shout " Five minutes. Are. Over " Janson said angrily " Janson..." She warned with fury " You said you will give yourself..." Janson said " Yes...but let me even say goodbye " Sonya said " Your time is over... Get her! " Janson si an order his men " Goodbye! " Sonya shout to him " WICKED is good " Janson told him " Goodbye...Newt...WICKED will never be good..." She claim before it all comes black.

She suddenly sat up and a shock face is what she have " Nightmare...again..." She whisper and cover her face " When will this can be stopped...I'm tired of this..." She said.

" Sonya! Are you awake? There is a meeting now! Emergency Meeting! " Someone shout from the door " I'll follow! " She shout.

As she walk to the hall, many people pass her, snubbed her, have fierce faces, some greet her and some just look away.

As she enter a certain room, she suddenly felt a hand in her shoulder " Hans...I thought it was someone else " Sonya said " Come on, I don't want to be late " Sonya nod and follow Hans.

Hans is the co-leader of Right Arm, and Sonya is his personal body guard. He's the counterpart of Ava Paige, the brain of WICKED.

As they reach the room where the meeting will be held, everyone in the room stand up.

" You all may sit..." Hans said and sit on his usual chair as well as Sonya.

" Since Vince is away, I'm in charge of everything temporariy. I know you all heard about the news, that the mountain Right Arm, are attacked by WICKED and some of our fellow friends are killed, and the rest were captured, I'm sad to tell you this " Hans declared " Does this mean, we'll sent soldiers to attacked the WICKED,and retreat the others? " Doc Mara, a scientist, a loyal doctor, said " Yes, and we will send almost of the army " Hans said " And you all must already know that the immunes had escaped WICKED and ran to them, maybe WICKED had tracked them, but our fellow friends are the ones who had captured, and the immunes had escaped instead " Hans added " I must suggest, don't send betrayers " GALLY said.

" Gally? What do you mean? " Doc Martha asked " What I'm saying is, brave, loyal soldiers must be the ones who should be send, ones who will not leave HER allies behind " Gally said as he look at Sonya, Sonya raise a brow at him " Right Sonya? " He asked " Me? Are you pointing me? " She asked " Do you feel? " Gally smirk.

" You know what? Tell me what you think Gally, tell me, I know your pointing someone, and I know that its me " Sonya said " So, you feel it? " Gally said with an irritating smirk " What do you want? " Sonya asked " To show you your wrong " He said " For what? " Sonya asked " For leaving the mountain Right Arm behind! Its your fault that they have attacked! " Gally raise his voice " My fault? How come? " She asked.

" You let the immunes enter the camp! You know that Right Arm are guarding the ways to Right Arm, the possible entrances, and its a coincidence that your guarding with the others the way immunes took " Gally said " So? " She asked " You let them in..." He said " Harriet knows them, and she knows that they can be trust, and if they promised, they keep. Yes I let them in, because immunes are we needed, Hans needs more blood to make the cure, so I let them in " Sonya said standing up and slamming her had on the table.

" If you didn't let them in, the others must be safe, and for you to know, the ones who are captured are probably immunes, letting few, capturing many " Gally said " It is your fault! " Gally said as he point his gun to Sonya, so did Sonya.

" Enough! You two! Gally stopped, it's no ones fault, Sonya calm down! " Hans suddenly come of action.

The two slowly put their guns back to their pockets and left silent, just giving glares. Sonya quickly look around her and see that every eyes are upon her " I'm sorry..." She already pass Hans to leave the shame but she stopped " Harriet called me earlier, she said that she is with Vince and the immunes, she said that the immunes needed you for something important, their on their way " Sarah suddenly sat up and spoke " Is that true? " Sarah nod to Hans " Well then, meeting at 12:00, dismissed " Hans said as the others left " Gally..." Gally turn to Hans " Behavior..." He nod to Hans and left " And you, Sonya, be calmer " Hans said " Yes Sir " She said and follow Hans.

" Hey Sonya..." Someone called " Oh Sarah? What? " Sonya asked " Are you coming? " She asked " To what? " Sonya asked " Rescue Team, rescue the others " Sarah said " No, I'll be here, as usual " Sonya said " You should have always come with us, your a soldier too " Sarah sigh " My job is to protect Hans, not to wonder " Sonya said as she roll her eyes " Still keeping it? " Sarah asked as she look at a necklace Sonya holding " What do you want me to do with it? Throw it? Treat it like a trash? Not gonna happen, this thing means much to me. You know that this is the only thing that left to me from him right? " Sonya said.

" Sonya, how long will you lock yourself? Onto someone who's dead? Onto someone, who let you go, and set you free long time ago? " Sarah asked " He didn't let me go, Nor didn't set me free. There is no freedom in this world Sarah, no ones gone feel that, and I never locked myself to him, I just can't forget someone like him " Sonya said " Just please, please leave me alone..." Sarah nod and left.

She stare at the ceiling, keep thinking about things, trying not to sleep and to escaped from the nightmares. " Sonya..." She look at her left and find Carrie " Can't sleep? " She asked " I don't want to sleep..." Sonya said " Why? " Carrie asked " Nightmares, I'm tired of them..." Sonya said.

Carrie just smile at her and sat up " Sonya, their not gonna lose if you don't face them, fight them, their like challenges you need to face " Carrie said " Nightmares are part of us, they're meant to be face, stop escaping them, stop running away from them, because every step you do of running away from them, they will just want you harder, their just continue chasing you " Carrie said.

" Anyway, what are your nightmares are? " Carrie asked " About him, always, WICKED, pasts...its always him, them, me, taking away from him by WICKED. Me, who he still reaching, but always run away. WICKED, who killed everyone and take away all from me " Sonya said " I'm tired watching those scenes every night, watching my parents got killed, watching him being killed, watching my sister got shot over and over, I'm tired of it " Sonya added.

" Carrie...I just want to die, and follow them, I just want to be with them " Sonya cried " Sonya, stop saying that, remember they saved you, there is a reason your still living, still here, you still have the reason worth living for, but didn't know it yet " Carrie said.

" Reason? What is it? The cure? No, it isn't, it doesn't exist, how long does it take for us to have it? I'm just showing Hans that he can still make it, I'm tired Carrie " Sonya said " Maybe it isn't the cure, maybe someone " Carrie said " Who? Mom? Dad? Alice? Newt? They're all dead...who else? " Sonya said " Maybe now you don't know who is this someone, maybe soon, you'll know, keep hoping..." Carrie said. " Hope? With that hope, all my friends, my family, died...Hope killed many living things in this world. Hope is a dangerous word now. What I want is to die...to see him again " Sonya said, looking away " But remember, you promise him, even he's gone, you'll live, not for him, not for your sister or your family, but for yourself " Carrie said.

" Look at your necklace, it always remind you of him right? " Carrie said as she point to the necklace Sonya is wearing " He said, if I'm sad, I'll just look at it, and it will remind me of him, and the friendship we built " Sonya said, looking at the necklace " But what I remember is the promise I made for myself... I promise myself, if WICKED had rescued Newt, and we saw each other again...I will confess my feelings..." Sonya laugh but tears keep streaming down as she lean on the wall beside her bed.

" If I know he wouldn't made it to the headquarters, I should have told him earlier, in the maze. But it doesn't happened, I was a coward, I know if I confess, our friendship will be ruined, because between the two of us, I'm the only one who's fallen..." Sonya cry and lower her head " I should have told him...earlier..." Sonya said, slowly, Carrie reach her and hug her tight.

" I was a coward, a complete coward, I don't even saved my parents from being killed, my sister being shot, my bestfriend being bombed, I am a useless daughter, sister, bestfriend...I am useless..." Sonya whisper and hug Carrie tighter " Sonya, everyone has their weakness, limitations, and has things that afraid of, but my mom told me, what makes you hurt today, take that as a reason for you to be stronger tomorrow " Carrie said.

" I should have been brave and strong...to confess to him...to save them..." Sonya said " Everyone had regrets, everyone..." Carrie whisper to her " I regret...being a coward, I should have told him, that I love him..." Sonya said.

She keep repeating those words endlessly in her mind.

" I should have told you...while till its early... that I love you... I love you...always...Newt "

Author's Note

How is it? Anyway, this is my very first story. If its bad, please tell me and the wrongs, so I can keep it up, so I can make it better, right? Please review, tell me what you think about it. I'll accept your feelings about this. Please give this story a chance, please follow of favorite.

Life is like a big and horrible nightmare, being a coward is a mistake, nightmares are part of us, we should face and fight them. As long as you run away from them, they'll just chase you more.

~Shimmering_Ruby