Hey guys. Well I did cry my eyes out this morning. Poor Ani! :'( Ahsoka how could you leave your master who loves you and cares for you as if you two were family? Well I can't do anything about it except write fanfiction. This is one shot after The Wrong Jedi. I'll miss you in the Jedi Order Ahsoka! :''(((
Ahsoka felt her master…well former master watch her leave. She was tempted to run back to him and hug him and cry into his chest for a moment but she pushed it away. One tear fell down her cheek as she continued to walk. She felt memories from her past with him and the Jedi begin to come to her mind. They just made her cry more. Please stop! She begged herself, but they just kept coming. Then her first memory Anakin came. She remembered exiting the ship that put her on a city planet or at least the remains of it. His confused blue eyes stared at her making her feel smaller than she was, but didn't show he was intimidating her. Then another came, when he accepted her.
"You're reckless, little one." His voice soft and kind, "You never would've made it as Obi-wan's Padawn…but you might make it as mine." She remembered how happy she was.
That memory broke it for her. She started silently crying hard. She ran away from the temple as soon as she came to the last step. She had to runaway from it. All of it. Anakin, Obi-wan, Plo Koon, even the younglings she took to the Gathering. She felt her heart shatter. She wanted to through her remaining lightsaber out into the skys. She felt as if nothing in her life mattered.
Ahsoka walked the underworld of Courasant looking for a place that'd be safe…well safer to sleep. Anakin hadn't come looking for her, that was good. But she could sense his pain and sorrow on top of her own crush her. She walked into a bar she had to get Anakin off her mind some how. She stopped as she saw someone with a hood and cape. At first she thought it was Anakin, but this figure was shorter and not as broad. He signaled for her to come closer, right now she didn't care what happened to her so she went to him.
As she came closer she noticed some strands of dark colored hair and green eyes. She felt a small flash of happiness as she realized who it was. "Lux!" She exclaimed running the rest of the distance to him. He smiled as she came closer and pulled her into a tight embrace.
"I'm glad to see you." He whispered.
"Me too, how'd you know I was here?" Ahsoka asked.
"Well…Master Skywalker sent me." "What?!" Ahsoka said shocked. "He wanted me to tell you, that no matter what you do, he'll always care for you and no matter what decision you made you'll always be his Padawan." Lux answered. Ahsoka was brought back to tears and cried into Lux's arms.
"Ahsoka if it hurts so much why not go back?" Lux asked confused. Ahsoka sniffled, "I can't...I just can't. The Concil didn't believe me! Only Anakin did! The senate didn't believe me! Only Anakin!" "I believed you." Lux interrupted, "You're going to need a place to say I have a few vacation days until the whole thing with Barriss goes away, I could sneak you into my house on Onderon if you'd like." Ahsoka thought for a minute and realized that was the best choice for her to get away from the Jedi. She nodded. "Great!" Lux smiled. Then he did something Ahsoka didn't expect. He gently kissed her cheek, before leading her back to a landing platform where a nice looking ship was. Lux looked at her and smiled before going in to the ship. Ahsoka smiled until he was out of her sight in the ship. She looked behind her and said last thing to Anakin through the Force, I'll miss you! She didn't wait for an answer from him, she ran up the ramp.
Lux started the ship and soon it was in hyperspace.
"Um…Ahsoka…since you're not a Jedi anymore I guess…there's no stopping me in telling you this." Lux seemed really nervous, Ahsoka felt slightly uncomfortable, "Yeah?" She asked. "Ahsoka…I…I love you." He said before turning blood red in the face. Ahsoka was shocked but before thinking she said, "I love you too." She felt her sorrows lost slip fully away. She realized what she could do now, she had no code, nothing to get in her way. Though she'll never loose her friendship with Anakin, at least she hoped she didn't, shoe could start a whole new life.
"Ahsoka after I go back to the Senate where will you go?" Lux asked braking Ahsoka from her thoughts. "Wherever you go Lux. I'm with you." Ahsoka answered smiling.
Aww! Lux makes everything better! He's just so…so…Luxy? Idk, he just makes me and Ahsoka feel better. Well I teared up some during this story and um…guys do you want me to make this a story or should I just keep it. Review, my viewers who I love so much! :) Miss you Ahsoka! Can't believe you're gone from Ani and the Jedi! We love you! :'(