Chapter 1
"Goddammit Lori! I cant believe you would do this to me!" I was furiated, I just can't fathom why she would cheat on me. I have been the perfect boyfriend, I was at her beckon call for the last 5 years. I did everything she asked, I even proposed when she hinted thats what she wanted.
"I'm sorry Rick, it was one time. I never meant for it to happen, you were gone, I was sad and lonely." She pleaded. I was pacing back and forth in front of her, my hands snaking into my hair and pulling tightly.
"You were lonely because I went to see my sick father in the hospital for one fucking weekend?!" I stopped pacing and faced her, I went right up to her face and looked her in the eyes. "Who was it?"
She averted her eyes and looked down to her feet. "Look at me lori, please." I let out a sigh when she just shifted on her feet and replied "It doesn't matter, I won't do it again."
I laughed sarcastically "Haha, so that makes everything alright. you promise you wont do it again so we should just move on, forget you ever fucked some other guy when you're engaged to me?"
She looked up at me now, hurt clear in her eyes. "No we are not suppose to forget about we are suppose to get over it and move past it. I want you, being with him was a mistake and I'm sorry. I love you Rick, more then anything." she then put her hands on my face and put our heads together and closed her eyes.
I brought my arms up and removed her hands from my face and took a step back. "Lori, I dont know how we are gonna move past it, but I dont want to lose you. So we will work it out, just not tonight. I'm gonna go out and get a drink, dont wait up for me." I walked out the door grabbing my jacket on the way and fishing my keys out of my pocket, I got in my car and drove to the nearest bar. with one thought in my mind, getting seriously fucking wasted.