It was a damp dark night, and once again Tsunade was at a bar drinking and gambling away her sorrow. How many days had it been since Dan died? She couldn't remember now. She drank and gambled until she ran out of money, and then drunkenly began to stagger home on unsteady legs. Along the way home she bumped into random bystanders one after the other ignorant and unable to offer an apology.
"Tsunade!" A voice bellowed in the distance, but she was out of it and kept staggering until she reached her door.
"damn keeeey where are yoooouuuu" In her drunken state she began scavenging for that damn house key in her purse pulling random stuff out as she went.
"Tsunade…damn you're fast...you left your keys" A winded young Jiraiya said, while dangling those damn house keys in front of her face.
"ah thans damn keeeeey why youuuu run awayyyy from meeeee!?" Tsunade then began lecturing the keys about running away all the while Jiraya stood there watching her with concern staring unamused by her drunkenness.
"you're seriously drunk Tsunade..." Jiraya stated irritable and seriously concerned about her well being.
Tsunade drunkenly giggled, and with a seductive smile she swayed her hips and stated:
"I'm jus buzzzzed Jira -hiccup- iya sides sake goo for youuuu hehehe wanna see sumtin?" Tsunade then drunkenly unlocked the door, and pulled a very confused Jiraiya inside pushing him down onto the couch. The buxom blonde then proceeded to strip him of his shirt (-cough- man dress) before ridding herself of her own clothes. A now very confused horny Jiraiya looked into Tsunade's beautiful sparkling honey colored eyes and saw drunken lust within them. Oh Kami his dreams were about to come true, and yet all he could feel was guilt.
"Tsunade you don't want to do this...when you wake up tomorrow you will hate yourself.." Jiraya tried to reason, but Tsunade ignored Jiraiya's warnings and Jiraiya in his moment of weakness gave in to her drunken advances.
Tsunade kissed Jiraya sloppily with her sweet soft mouth her lips tasting of sweet peach saki. Jiraya soon had her writhing under the sheets in a haze of passionate lust. moaning and mewling as she grinded her hips against him, and met each thrust for heavenly thrust. Hours passed of lustful love making until they both climbed in explosive ecstasy. Tsunade collapsed on top of Jiraya in a sweaty beautiful mess too exhausted to keep her eyes open. Tsunade snuggled into him and went to sleep leaving Jiraya in a state of guilt and condemnation; he knew she would regret this night when she woke up and that is what scared him the most...what hurt him the most. He had bedded the woman of his dreams the one whom he loved, yet she did not return his feelings. Tsunade had been drunk, horny, and had used him as a sex toy for her own drunken pleasure and that is what made Jiraya feel like complete utter shit.
"I am so sorry Tsunade...please forgive me" with that he leaned over softly kissed her forehead and quietly climbed out of bed. He made his way to the bathroom and saw it was a complete disaster, so he decided to clean it up, his way of a way of making up to her for what he had just done. He looked himself over in the mirror
"damn it you are such an idiot" he cursed before getting dressed. He scrubbed the bathroom clean until it was immaculate and then left as quietly and as quickly as he could, so he wouldn't have to deal with the pain of his heart breaking as she woke up next to him and regretted what they had done.