Guys, I am having a total melt down. No internet for half a month while in civilization is really getting to me. It's a god send that I can even post the stories I've been updating, changing, and starting. Another thing, I am losing my sanity. Hell, I imagine Mike beside me as the embodiment of things that I want to do. Sometimes I imagine him stomping towards my dad only for me to keep him back, when I'm alone I imagine him sitting next to me across from me so that I could talk to something or someone.
"Hey, what're you doing, Ne-chan?"
"Mike, don't call me that. Sound's too much like 'sister' for Christ's sake"
See what I mean. My mentality is already letting the Pity Party boat set sail. So will all of you brave the path of a teenage author or authorress? I ask you this to make you certain of your decision to start your stories. Writing my stories is the only thing that helps keep me sane and games are getting a bit monotonous with me having to wait for when my family and I go to the game store. I know I'm not supposed to mix personal life with author life, but my story ideas are dwindling. Hell, I barely even finished a one-shot by the end of my "start of the summer, help move" torture. Sometimes, I wish I could go back to the day I first started anime and just turn away and read a book, take my nap, or just try to help with household chores. I face desk every day at school and at home when I know that High School life is an unending horror of exams, homework, schoolwork, social status, and my life at home.
Again, are you sure you wish to travel the path of the writer? If not, then turn from the idea and never look back.