Reborn.
CRASH! My car collides with another. All can can feel and think about is the excruciating pain coursing through my entire body, starting in my legs. My entire life flashes, at this point I can even remember being born. How odd, dying felt just like being born. Who would have known?
My body can't take the pain any longer. I can feel it dying out, my soul starting to detach. It's an odd feeling really, all of a sudden I felt no more pain. My vision went blank, I tried to see but nothing came and then all of a sudden I am floating above my body. I look down, no wonder I was in so much pain.
I have pouring from my forehead. My legs are entangled in the front of the car, almost severed completely. The stick shift is sticking out of my stomach. I can only thank God, or whatever higher power there is that no one else was in the car with me.
I realize I did however hit another car. I look over, scared that I might have killed someone. My will my soul to move over to the other cars wreckage. When I do what I see isn't half as bad as mine. Just some few minor scrapes on an older gentlemen.
I float there all night, watch as the paramedics come. They call SHINee, the only people I consider family. Key shows up first. I watch, fascinated and sad at the same time. His eyes are red from tears but he won't cry in front of anyone. I can tell he's holding everything back. It kills me.
He deals calmly with the paramedics, telling them all they need to know. Onew arrives next and takes over. He has legal hold over everything of mine. He was the person I trusted most in my life, why isn't he crying?
He's stoic, doesn't even crack a smile or make a small joke like he does in serious situations. I can't believe I caused this. I feel a ghostly, shadow of a tear slide down my cheek. I wipe at it but it just disperses into air. It isn't an actual tear after all.
I look down again, Minho is there with Taemin. Why, of all people, did they allow my maknae to come? Are they stupid? Taemin is crying hysterically. Screaming at everyone. Minho and Key and both holding him, trying to comfort both themselves and Taemin.
Taemin breaks free and starts attacking the paramedics that have finally gotten my body free. He's mad, I can see it in his baby face. They won't let him see me, he won't believe I'm dead.
"NO! HE'S NOT. HE CAN'T BE!" He screams over and over again, causing more air tears to roll down my cheeks and drip into nothing.
Minho tries to hold him back. Taemin turns and punches him, that's not like him. Taemin is completely against violence. The tears run harder down my face, like a faucet.
Onew stops talking to the paramedics, they seem to be done with him. He goes over to Taemin and engulfs him in a big hug. He starts whispering soothingly in his ear, and Taemin finally collapses calming down.
I look at the sky, all of this occurred in over 5 hours. The sun is rising.
A doctor is on scene. I don't know why usually they do this at a hospital, but since I'm already dead and I'm know internationally they probably want to keep it low for now.
"Pronounce him dead, sir." A paramedic holding onto my gurney says.
He looks at his watch, "4:59 AM."
The paramedic wheels me to the back of an ambulance. There's a tingling feeling in my feet, I look down. I no longer have feet. I'm starting to disappear.
I take one last look at my family. They are all huddled together, all of them crying, letting it show.
"I'm so sorry." I whisper to the wind. My mind goes blank.
"Wahhh. Wahhh."
"Congratulations on your new baby boy, Mrs. Eun."
The end.