He can't do this. He actually, physically cannot get on this plane. Everyone's staring at him and the flight attendant looks concerned and he's trying but he can't move.
"Is everything alright, sir?"
She's clearly annoyed with him, but he can't really blame her. He's kinda making a nuisance of himself.
And really, if he's being honest with himself, he's surprised he made it this far.
"Yeah. Yeah, sorry. I gotta..."
Go. He's gotta go.
Like, yesterday, but now will have to do.
Because he can't do this.
Living without her just isn't an option.
Not one he wants, anyway.