'Till the sky comes falling down
When you say that you want me
I just don't believe it
You're always ready to give up
and never turn around
~Ashley Tisdale, What if
I was sitting next to Usui, doing my homework for school.
He, as always, was staring at me so I couldn't concentrate
"Stop looking at me!"
"Why should I do that? You're ignoring me and I am feeling lonely and now I'm not even allowed to look at you. You are my girlfriend and I'm your boyfriend but you don't treat me like that. You're treating me like a normal friend."
I stood up and was about to leave when Usui ran to me and pushed me down onto his couch.
"STOP IT-!" I shouted but he wouldn't listen.
"Why are you leaving?"
"Because I'm annoyed of you!"
"Why?"
"You ask ME why?! Because I only get to hear things like that from you! Look at me. Kiss me. etc! I can't stand this anymore!"
I pushed him away and ran out of his apartment straight home.
That night I couldn't I shouldn't have said these things to him. But it was the truth.
The next day I didn't see him at school. So I decided to visit him and apologize for the things I've said.
I stood before his door but I couldn't go in. I could hear a woman talking inside Usui's apartment but she spoke in excellent English and I didn't understand one word. It wasn't Maria-sensei's voice.
Usui spoke too. It semmed like they knew each other.
My heart kept beating wildly.
Did he just take another woman after I left him alone? Why is another woman with him? Is he cheating on me?!
These questions ran through my head as I felt my eyes getting wet.
I just stood there in shock. My mind picturing worse scenarios. I don't know for how long I remained like that but then I heard footsteps coming to the door. I ran behing a corner and watched the scene, so that the two wouldn't be able to see me.
A beautiful woman came out with long blond hair, perfect formed legs, a big chest and stunning brown eyes. In short, she was the beauty itself. Usui followed her to his door smilig at her.
I watched them, my mind blank. Did they have something with each other? They really looked good together. Way better than I would ever look together with him.
My body was shaking. What should I do if Usui's cheating on me? I thought he loved me. I really believed he meant it. He never looked at other women no matter how they looked like, well at least I never saw him do that. Maybe he watched dirty videos on the internet he had a laptop after all.
I don't understand him anymore.
Was I not enough for him? Why do all men have to be like that, so selfish, deceidful and fake. I never looked or even thought about other men. I could never do that. I love Usui, I really do.
But I'm getting more and more frutstrated. After somet time I started crying.
Oh gosh..what am I gonna say when I meet him again?
Usui waved the women good bye and stared after her as she made her way to the lift. When he closed the door I aslo went on my way.
What am I to him? Just a way to waste time? A joke? And now I couldn't stop crying. Maybe I should just forget him. He came from a way different world than mine. There was no chance for their relationship to work out anyway.
Maybe this situation was a sign for me to break up and life my normal life again. Or maybe I was just exaggerating again.
I don't know what to believe anymore.
Takumi was standing in front of his huge panorama window, looking at the beautiful city in the bright light of the evening sun.
"What am I going to do, Misaki?"
To be continued...
My first real story that goes for more than one chapter.
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