My Will

The beginning lyrics are form the song, "My Will" by Dream from the ending theme song in Inuyasha.

Act One

Its my will to be with you again..

Begin to know that you've made me cry.

Kagome sat upon the well, studying the textbook that lay open in her lap. As she leaned forward, a small light-purpled color ball fell from the neck of her shirt. It hung loosely from a fine gold chain that was draped around her neck. Frowning, she hastily shoved the ball back into her shirt, brushed back a loose strand of hair, and continued to study.

"I don't know what I'm gonna do without you."

"UUUHHHH!!!"

With a frustrated growl, she snapped her history book closed. Climbing from the well cover, she shoved the book in rather rougher than she meant into her yellow backpack. She then stormed out of the well house, tears threatening to fall from her eyes.

It had been three, hard, miserable months since Kagome had left her fairy tale land. Since she had awoken from that favorite dream of hers. The jewel had been completed, Naraku killed, Kikyo sent to rest. All in an eerily short period of time. Kagome and Inuyasha had figured it was best that they never see each other again, and so, with the jewel in her hand as a gift from Inuyasha, she had traveled back to her time. It had been that night that she had watched with teary eyes as Grandpa built a cover over the well.

Since then, it had become a favorite study spot for Kagome. It was safe, secluded, oddly calming. And, for some odd reason, it made her feel closer to everything that made her feel whole.

But lately, images of her last few moments with Inuyasha had been popping into her mind like bullets. Memories of the past, the present, and what could have been. Every time Kagome felt she was getting back on track with her normal life, these images invaded her life. It was as if the little voice in her head was screaming Don't forget him! DON'T FORGET!!!

But there isn't anything I can do. I want to go back, with all my heart, but.but.

As Kagome opened the door to her room, she immediately headed to her bed. Burying her face into the pillows, she began to cry openly, as she had so many times before.

She knew she loved him. But there wasn't anything she could do! Every nerve in her body ached to see his face. to feel his touch, to hear his voice.

"INUYASHA!" Kagome sobbed harder and harder. Every time she cried like this, it always got more and more violent. More and more heartrenching.

Sitting up, still sobbing, she slammed her fists into her backpack. It flew open, spewing papers and books everywhere. They landed jumbled around, papers out of order, books upside down and open.

After a few minutes of absorbing all of it, Kagome finally calmed down. Wiping her face with her uniform sleeve, she stared down at the now trashed room.

"Great," she muttered. "Just great." Slowly she bent down, picking up the papers and boks. She stacked them in neat piled around her, but as she reached for her open history book, she froze. A sense of, well, she didn't know how to explain the feeling, but it was strange. It felt ominous. Slowly she reached out and took the book in her hands. Flipping it right- side up, she glanced at the page number. It was farther in the book than she had even dared to look. And as her eyes scanned down the page, they grew wider and wider.

"It cant be. Is.was that. was that what I was supposed to."

.Of all the things I think this song was you.

And I have the will to be with you someday.