Usual disclaimers apply, I haven't, don't, or will ever own Rurouni
Kenshin, it belongs to Watsuki-san and Sony. Please don't sue, just an
upcoming freshman who has to pay for tuition and stuff.
Chapter One: To live without air (Vivir sin Aire) (this is the 2nd version)
In the early morning everyone in the house was dormant, except for one ninja girl. A petite figure was emerging from one of the rooms. Her name was Misao Makimachi; a seventeen year-old woman with long black hair tied in a braid, creamy pale skin, and intense blue eyes. She was known to be gregarious, most of the time buffoon, tomboy. She had woken up early to practice a new ability, cuisine! She didn't know how to cook since she was always worrying about her training and missions. She wanted to keep her abilities in martial arts in a good level since she was the Okashira now. When she finished making miso soup, everyone was in the kitchen. "Ohayou!" she said to everyone and immediately received a powerful hug from Okina. When he released her from his grasp, Okon and Omasu greeted Misao. They started to put the table when Shiro and Kuro came in. They all seated around the table ready to eat. She was happy to see her "family" together, but she noticed that someone was missing. That someone missing was no other than Aoshi Shinomori. The twenty-seven year-old man with black-jet hair, tall, muscular, with penetrating ice blue eyes. He once had been her protector and debonair to her, but now he was an arcane, cold person. He used to be the echelon of the group, but after he betrayed the Oniwabanshuu he lost his title resulting in Misao becoming the leader. She finished eating her soup and went to Aoshi's room. She wanted to see if Aoshi liked her soup and secretly hoped that he could see that she was becoming a woman too. She knocked and he told her to come in. She was blushing but regained her composure and walked towards him. He was staring through his window. He was meditating, always avoiding her. He grabbed the bowl from her hands and started to eat. After a while Misao talked. "Did you liked it? It's the first time I cook and I wanted to know if I had cooked it right." He just nodded and handed the empty bowl back to her. "If you excuse me, I would like to be alone now." She obeyed ignoring the painful aperture in her heart and left. He had been circumventing her for one reason. When she turned seventeen he discovered that he didn't look her as a little sister, now he looked her as a woman and he was starting to feel something different for her. He knew it was wrong; she was for him a celestial and gossamer woman who deserved someone better than him, someone who could give her happiness not pain. He had to expunge her from his mind. He couldn't love her. After finishing her training and taking a bath, she went to her room and lied on the futon. She started to think about today's events and focused on what happened when she was with him. Even though she was a strong and proud girl, she couldn't hold her tears when it came to him. She was dying inside, she wanted so much for him to become the man he once was and love her. But she knew that couldn't be true. With that thought she went to sleep to dream about him.
Morning came and she woke up with a bizarre determination to tell him how she felt about him. She got up, dressed and went to the kitchen to prepare some tea for him. She was nervous but filled with determination. She carried a tray with tea and knocked on his door. He told her to come in and she did. She sat in front of him and started to serve him his tea. He could see that she wanted to say something and she was going to say it no matter what. She took a deep breath and said what she had wanted to say to him since long time ago. "I.want to tell you something really important. I know this may sound weird but I have meditated over It and came to a simple conclusion and I know is true. I love you Aoshi," and waited for his response. He just stared at her and said nothing, he was really good hiding his emotions, but in the inside he was shocked. He then fearing of what may happen told her to leave him alone. That made her angry and started to act bellicose. "Can't you see that I truly love you?! I know that you feel something for me! Why don't you stop acting cold towards me? I can get rid of your loneliness and make you happy, please Aoshi". He was in shock again, but this time he was showing it. He didn't know that she loved him that much, he thought it was just a childish infatuation, but then remembered the reasons why he couldn't love her. "Misao.don't waste your and my time with your silly infatuation. Stop pestering around with that. Leave me alone and never show your face again!" he yelled at her. She couldn't believe it, hot tears began to roll on her face and she made it to the door, turned around and said her last words to him, "you are so cold, fine then if loneliness is what you want then that's what you'll get!!" and left. He felt a deep pain in his heart when she said those words, but remembered that his intentions were bona fide, so he didn't go after her.
How I want to live without air,
How I want to live without water,
I would like to love you less,
How I want to live without you.
Como quisiera poder vivir sin aire,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin agua,
Me encantaria quererte un poco menos,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin ti.
She went to her room, sank on her futon, and started to cry on her pillow. "It all resulted in a complete fiasco", she thought. It hurt more that she could bare, it had been a gauntlet and she didn't pass it. If he was healed why he had to still act coldly towards anyone, especially her? She was frustrated and felt herself giving up.
But I'm unable,
I fell like dying,
I'm drowning without your love.
Pero no puedo,
Siento que muero,
Me estoy ahogando sin tu amor.
But how can one live without love? She needed him so she could feel love and feel alive, like a fish needs water to swim and live. She just wanted to just get rid of this feeling towards him, but she felt herself dying.
How I want to live without air,
How I want to calm my sorrow,
How I want to live without water,
I would love to steal your heart.
Como quisiera poder vivir sin aire,
Como quisiera calmar mi aflicción,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin agua,
Me encantaria robar tu corazon.
She just wanted to get rid of this great sorrow and to truly smile and feel alive again. She wanted so much for him to truly love her, she wanted to steal his heart. She had tried enough, and for what, for nothing? Yeah, it looked like it.
How could a fish swim without water,
How could a bird fly without wings,
How could a flower grow without soil,
How I want to live without you.
Como pudiera un pez nadar sin agua,
Como pudiera una ave volar sin alas,
Como podria la flor crecer sin tierra,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin ti.
She saw it was pointless getting his attention and that she should just leave him alone and go on with her life. But a life without him would be miserable. But you're miserable already, being close to him while he ignores you it's killing you, almost like you're drowning. She felt herself an annoyance to him First he was supposed to be her guardian, second she had taken his title, and third she was a crazy, genki, and tomboy teenager to him.
But I'm unable,
I fell like dying,
I'm drowning without your love.
Pero no puedo,
Siento que muero,
Me estoy ahogando sin tu amor.
But still her heart refused to leave him, it was hurting, it craved his love. But no! Her mind had to win in this. She knew the facts and she had to face reality.
How I want to live without air,
How I want to calm my sorrow,
How I want to live without water,
I would love to steal your heart.
Como quisiera poder vivir sin aire,
Como quisiera clamar mi aflicción,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin agua,
Me encantaria robar tu corazon.
If only she could live without his love, but someone else's. She might be happy with another man, and maybe that man will calm her sorrow and give her love and happiness which Aoshi will never give her.
How I want to cast you into oblivion,
How I want to keep you in a drawer,
How I want to erase you with a breath.
Como quisiera lanzarte al olvido,
Como quisiera guardarte en un cajon,
Como quisiera borrarte de un soplido.
She just wanted to forget him forever, to erase him from her mind, and go on with her life. She wouldn't be a burden anymore to him or to anyone. She decided that the only way to forget him was to leave, away from Kyoto, away from him. She packed her things and in the middle of the night she escaped. Escaped away from the misery, from the daily torture, from the heartache, from him. She turned one last time and whispered, "How I want to live without you."
I would love to kill this song.
Me encantaria matar esta cancion.
YAY!!!! MY FIRST FIC! OH YEAH LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF. I'M THE PRETTY, LATIN AMERICAN, STRONG, AND CRAZY MISAO SHINOMORI!!!!! I KNOW I'M SO CRAZY FOR AXM THAT MY EMAIL IS misaoaoshi7@yahoo.com, AND I CAN'T STILL BELIEVE THAT I HAVE IT!! :D LOL :P THIS FIC WAS PART OF MY ENGLISH ASSIGMENT (EXCEPT FOR THE SONG) AND I GOT AN "A"!!! BEING A SENIOR IS HARD, OH WELL. I LOVE ROCK FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. THIS SONG IS FROM THE MEXICAN ROCK GROUP "MANA" AND THE TITLE OF THE SONG IS "TO LIVE WITHOUT AIR," IT'S SUCH A GREAT SONG, I RECOMMEND IT TO ANYONE, AND IF YOU BUY THE MTV UNPLUGGED VERSION THERE ARE TRANSLATIONS OF THE SONGS (BUT MOST OF THEM AREN'T TRANSLATED RIGHT). WELL SAYONARA AND ONEGAI REVIEW!!!!!!! @o@ OROOOO!!!!!! EH.WHERE DID THAT CAME FROM? DO YOU WANT SOME WAFFLES?
Chapter One: To live without air (Vivir sin Aire) (this is the 2nd version)
In the early morning everyone in the house was dormant, except for one ninja girl. A petite figure was emerging from one of the rooms. Her name was Misao Makimachi; a seventeen year-old woman with long black hair tied in a braid, creamy pale skin, and intense blue eyes. She was known to be gregarious, most of the time buffoon, tomboy. She had woken up early to practice a new ability, cuisine! She didn't know how to cook since she was always worrying about her training and missions. She wanted to keep her abilities in martial arts in a good level since she was the Okashira now. When she finished making miso soup, everyone was in the kitchen. "Ohayou!" she said to everyone and immediately received a powerful hug from Okina. When he released her from his grasp, Okon and Omasu greeted Misao. They started to put the table when Shiro and Kuro came in. They all seated around the table ready to eat. She was happy to see her "family" together, but she noticed that someone was missing. That someone missing was no other than Aoshi Shinomori. The twenty-seven year-old man with black-jet hair, tall, muscular, with penetrating ice blue eyes. He once had been her protector and debonair to her, but now he was an arcane, cold person. He used to be the echelon of the group, but after he betrayed the Oniwabanshuu he lost his title resulting in Misao becoming the leader. She finished eating her soup and went to Aoshi's room. She wanted to see if Aoshi liked her soup and secretly hoped that he could see that she was becoming a woman too. She knocked and he told her to come in. She was blushing but regained her composure and walked towards him. He was staring through his window. He was meditating, always avoiding her. He grabbed the bowl from her hands and started to eat. After a while Misao talked. "Did you liked it? It's the first time I cook and I wanted to know if I had cooked it right." He just nodded and handed the empty bowl back to her. "If you excuse me, I would like to be alone now." She obeyed ignoring the painful aperture in her heart and left. He had been circumventing her for one reason. When she turned seventeen he discovered that he didn't look her as a little sister, now he looked her as a woman and he was starting to feel something different for her. He knew it was wrong; she was for him a celestial and gossamer woman who deserved someone better than him, someone who could give her happiness not pain. He had to expunge her from his mind. He couldn't love her. After finishing her training and taking a bath, she went to her room and lied on the futon. She started to think about today's events and focused on what happened when she was with him. Even though she was a strong and proud girl, she couldn't hold her tears when it came to him. She was dying inside, she wanted so much for him to become the man he once was and love her. But she knew that couldn't be true. With that thought she went to sleep to dream about him.
Morning came and she woke up with a bizarre determination to tell him how she felt about him. She got up, dressed and went to the kitchen to prepare some tea for him. She was nervous but filled with determination. She carried a tray with tea and knocked on his door. He told her to come in and she did. She sat in front of him and started to serve him his tea. He could see that she wanted to say something and she was going to say it no matter what. She took a deep breath and said what she had wanted to say to him since long time ago. "I.want to tell you something really important. I know this may sound weird but I have meditated over It and came to a simple conclusion and I know is true. I love you Aoshi," and waited for his response. He just stared at her and said nothing, he was really good hiding his emotions, but in the inside he was shocked. He then fearing of what may happen told her to leave him alone. That made her angry and started to act bellicose. "Can't you see that I truly love you?! I know that you feel something for me! Why don't you stop acting cold towards me? I can get rid of your loneliness and make you happy, please Aoshi". He was in shock again, but this time he was showing it. He didn't know that she loved him that much, he thought it was just a childish infatuation, but then remembered the reasons why he couldn't love her. "Misao.don't waste your and my time with your silly infatuation. Stop pestering around with that. Leave me alone and never show your face again!" he yelled at her. She couldn't believe it, hot tears began to roll on her face and she made it to the door, turned around and said her last words to him, "you are so cold, fine then if loneliness is what you want then that's what you'll get!!" and left. He felt a deep pain in his heart when she said those words, but remembered that his intentions were bona fide, so he didn't go after her.
How I want to live without air,
How I want to live without water,
I would like to love you less,
How I want to live without you.
Como quisiera poder vivir sin aire,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin agua,
Me encantaria quererte un poco menos,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin ti.
She went to her room, sank on her futon, and started to cry on her pillow. "It all resulted in a complete fiasco", she thought. It hurt more that she could bare, it had been a gauntlet and she didn't pass it. If he was healed why he had to still act coldly towards anyone, especially her? She was frustrated and felt herself giving up.
But I'm unable,
I fell like dying,
I'm drowning without your love.
Pero no puedo,
Siento que muero,
Me estoy ahogando sin tu amor.
But how can one live without love? She needed him so she could feel love and feel alive, like a fish needs water to swim and live. She just wanted to just get rid of this feeling towards him, but she felt herself dying.
How I want to live without air,
How I want to calm my sorrow,
How I want to live without water,
I would love to steal your heart.
Como quisiera poder vivir sin aire,
Como quisiera calmar mi aflicción,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin agua,
Me encantaria robar tu corazon.
She just wanted to get rid of this great sorrow and to truly smile and feel alive again. She wanted so much for him to truly love her, she wanted to steal his heart. She had tried enough, and for what, for nothing? Yeah, it looked like it.
How could a fish swim without water,
How could a bird fly without wings,
How could a flower grow without soil,
How I want to live without you.
Como pudiera un pez nadar sin agua,
Como pudiera una ave volar sin alas,
Como podria la flor crecer sin tierra,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin ti.
She saw it was pointless getting his attention and that she should just leave him alone and go on with her life. But a life without him would be miserable. But you're miserable already, being close to him while he ignores you it's killing you, almost like you're drowning. She felt herself an annoyance to him First he was supposed to be her guardian, second she had taken his title, and third she was a crazy, genki, and tomboy teenager to him.
But I'm unable,
I fell like dying,
I'm drowning without your love.
Pero no puedo,
Siento que muero,
Me estoy ahogando sin tu amor.
But still her heart refused to leave him, it was hurting, it craved his love. But no! Her mind had to win in this. She knew the facts and she had to face reality.
How I want to live without air,
How I want to calm my sorrow,
How I want to live without water,
I would love to steal your heart.
Como quisiera poder vivir sin aire,
Como quisiera clamar mi aflicción,
Como quisiera poder vivir sin agua,
Me encantaria robar tu corazon.
If only she could live without his love, but someone else's. She might be happy with another man, and maybe that man will calm her sorrow and give her love and happiness which Aoshi will never give her.
How I want to cast you into oblivion,
How I want to keep you in a drawer,
How I want to erase you with a breath.
Como quisiera lanzarte al olvido,
Como quisiera guardarte en un cajon,
Como quisiera borrarte de un soplido.
She just wanted to forget him forever, to erase him from her mind, and go on with her life. She wouldn't be a burden anymore to him or to anyone. She decided that the only way to forget him was to leave, away from Kyoto, away from him. She packed her things and in the middle of the night she escaped. Escaped away from the misery, from the daily torture, from the heartache, from him. She turned one last time and whispered, "How I want to live without you."
I would love to kill this song.
Me encantaria matar esta cancion.
YAY!!!! MY FIRST FIC! OH YEAH LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF. I'M THE PRETTY, LATIN AMERICAN, STRONG, AND CRAZY MISAO SHINOMORI!!!!! I KNOW I'M SO CRAZY FOR AXM THAT MY EMAIL IS misaoaoshi7@yahoo.com, AND I CAN'T STILL BELIEVE THAT I HAVE IT!! :D LOL :P THIS FIC WAS PART OF MY ENGLISH ASSIGMENT (EXCEPT FOR THE SONG) AND I GOT AN "A"!!! BEING A SENIOR IS HARD, OH WELL. I LOVE ROCK FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. THIS SONG IS FROM THE MEXICAN ROCK GROUP "MANA" AND THE TITLE OF THE SONG IS "TO LIVE WITHOUT AIR," IT'S SUCH A GREAT SONG, I RECOMMEND IT TO ANYONE, AND IF YOU BUY THE MTV UNPLUGGED VERSION THERE ARE TRANSLATIONS OF THE SONGS (BUT MOST OF THEM AREN'T TRANSLATED RIGHT). WELL SAYONARA AND ONEGAI REVIEW!!!!!!! @o@ OROOOO!!!!!! EH.WHERE DID THAT CAME FROM? DO YOU WANT SOME WAFFLES?