Internal bleeding.

Heya everyone this is my new Delena story YEAH! I know I will still be working on 'How to save a life' but I just had another idea so I am now writing this one as well!

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Acceptance; what a piece of crap because truly no one will ever be completely accepted, some just pretend that they don't care and I am one of them.

I am a type of man that hides everything from people that I know might actually care but still I do not trust their limit of that care that they have for me because I know the deeper I get the more it hurts.

I was a ordinary boy once well to meany of peoples surprise that was over a few centuries ago before I got turned into a stupid vampire by my son of a bitch loony little brother.

I was lost and broken for about half a century but if I actually believed that, I would be lying to myself because truly I am still broker and lost.

I am a over confidant asshole but thats just like a shield; so I don't just brake down and crumble.

But enough about me because this story isn't just about me no; It is also about Elena, the girl I fell for.

She sat down in one of the booths in the Grill, her chocolate brown eyes drifted from person to person as if to search someone out.

A smile popped on her thin pink lips as she looked over at a man in the far corner; my little brother Stefan.

He slowly made his way towards her passing all the normal people.

He sat next to her and wrapped his arm around her shoulders as well as planted a small kiss onto her lips.

It made me sick and jealous to see my brother out of everyone to be the one with this girl that I had let myself mistakably fall for and that just made everything worse; It hurt and that just made me crazy.

Th worst thing was that I was there but she just did not notice or didn't care; I was so scared that it was the latter.

I found myself just sitting there staring at the two and with every passing moment I died a bit more.

My heart skipped a beat as Elena started to stare back at me and for one little second I swear I saw her smile directly at me; but it was obviously my imagination I mean come on she barely even tolerated me.

I couldn't stand it anymore; the jealousy, pain and sadness had gotten to much for me so I did what I did best and left.

I got in and decided to go to bed but I was scared I knew that it would be another dream filled night of Elena.

I woke up to feel a body resting heavily on mine, I thought for a moment of who it could of been but then my question was answered as Elena's eyes come into view to gaze into my own.

"Morning honey," She whispered in a hushed tone as she placed a hand to my cheek rubbing it with her thumb affectionately.

"Mummy...Daddy!" A scream came from two kids that ran into the room and climbed onto the bed besides me and Elena.

I looked down at them; one was a girl and the other was a boy, the girl looked just like Elena except she had my eyes but the boy on the other hand looked like a mini me of me.

"Come on Elisha and Dante, lets go and get your breakfast," Elena said as she grabbed the hands of the two kids and slid of the bed.

"You coming Daddy?" The boy asked who I am guessing was Dante.

"Yeah in a minute, you go i'll be out in a moment," I replied, my tone was very edgy because of my confusion.

I could hear screaming and giggling coming from the kitchen, it actually warmed my heart to hear this burst of excitement coming from these three people that were obviously important to me.

In that moment I decided that I liked this dream, it made me happy like everything that was hurting me had been demolished and shattered because usually I am the one that feels demolished and shattered.

Eventually what seemed like a few minutes I awoke and the dream washed away into only a memory.

End of Chapter

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