You Are All That I Have Left
*This is a sequel to the one shot To Help You UP! I would recommend that you read that first. I decided to continue the one shot into a story so I hope you all enjoy! Please leave a review!
Chapter 1
"Hey sleepy head rise and shine!" Roman Reigns whispered seductively into his new lover's ear. Dean Ambrose opened his pale blue eyes slowly trying to get his vision to focus but the bright sun streaming into the hotel room instead sent Dean cowering under the covers. He really hated when Roman opened the curtains wide open early in the morning before Dean had a chance to have his morning coffee.
"Dammit Rome! You know I hate seeing the sun before coffee." Dean grumbled from underneath the covers and Roman merely chuckled. Roman loved the morning sun while Dean tried to avoid it as much as physically possible.
"Oh come on sour puss, it's a beautiful morning! We have to check out in an hour."
Dean looked at the clock and saw the big red flashing 10:30 a.m. in red glaring at him. "I thought you were going to wake me up earlier so we could have morning sex before checking out." Dean said poking his head halfway out from underneath the covers. Roman loved how Dean could just be so nonchalant about things that most people would talk about discreetly.
"You looked so peaceful sleeping which is rare for you, I didn't want to wake you and since we will be spending more time with each other, we have plenty of time."
Dean being Dean took that as a rejection. "Are you just trying to let me down nicely Rome? You think I suck don't you!" Dean had that frown as he really believed this was true. Roman didn't understand how sometimes Dean could be so full of himself sometimes and other times he would go through a self-doubting phase.
"Baby Boy if all I thought was that I was going to have you just for one night, I would still be fucking you past check out." Roman said bending down to kiss Dean on his soft lips. "Now go get your coffee, it's on the table." Roman chuckled as Dean raced out of the bed to get his coffee. Roman knew Dean was lost until he had his coffee in the morning. Dean threw on some shorts and then fixed his coffee. "You still need to shower; I packed everything up already except for you a change of clothes."
"I know, I will as soon as I have my first coffee but we are going to have to get more." Dean sighed as he laid back and enjoyed the first sip of the dark, steaming brew.
"We will, there is a Starbucks up the street. " Roman walked over to Dean and lend down hovering over him. Dean looked up at Roman who always seems to carry a powerful presence wherever he went. "Are you going to need help with your shower?" Roman enjoyed seeing Dean blush again. He had blushed more within the past few hours then Roman had seen him blush in the last 3 years.
"I think I can manage but I will need help with taping my shoulder back up." Dean couldn't help but feeling intimidated by Roman. He was a lot bigger then he was. Now he realized how all the girls he dated over the years must have felt intimidated by Dean since Dean was in retrospect a tall man at 6'4 and slim muscular build. Roman may not have the height advantage on Dean but Roman was 6'3 of raw, muscular power surrounded by an aura of intensity that was overwhelming at times.
"No problem but hurry. I am going to take some of our bags down to the car. "I'll be back!" In a fake Arnold Schwarzenegger voice.
Dean felt like he could finally breathe once Roman moved away and headed out the door. Dean quickly finished his coffee and hurried to take his shower. Roman finally returned once Dean had already finished and was dressed. He was getting the last of his things together when he felt Roman wrap his arms around his waist. "Bout done?" Roman asked planting a kiss on Dean's neck and Dean leaned further into the embrace.
"Yep!" Dean said as he twisted his head to the side to see Roman better and met Roman's kiss with his own needy kiss. Dean moaned into the kiss and Roman licked Dean's lips before he playfully bit his ear.
"Rome, we better go before we don't make it to check out and they have to come and throw us out, besides we will be at your place in a few hours."
Amazing, Dean Ambrose being the voice of reason! Roman kissed Dean one last time before letting him go.
Since they had a few days off before their Friday house show and Roman's condo in Florida was closer, they decided to go spend their days off there with each other. They had all stayed at each other's places over a dozen times but for Dean this was so much more different and he hated to admit it but a really big step. A couple of days alone, just him and Roman, together, first times as, well, he wasn't sure exactly what they were at the moment but maybe this would establish them as a real couple or they are better off as friends. Either way, Dean was really nervous. He couldn't stop twitching and clawing at his shoulder, his good one, he found out pretty quickly to leave the hurt one alone.
Roman could tell Dean was really nervous, if they had just met each other in the relationship game then they would be on hyper speed but they had known each other for 3 years. For a budding relationship, being friends for 3 years is on extreme slow mode. Roman grabs Dean's hand and held it, giving it a gentle squeeze. Dean looked at Roman wanting to say something sarcastic but Roman was being so sweet he didn't have the heart to be mean to Roman.
The drive to Pensacola, Florida only took a few hours but with Roman driving and Dean in full control of the radio, it felt like forever for Roman. He couldn't tell you how many classics Dean murdered in just a few short hours but the singers who were dead were probably turning over in their graves and the ones that are still alive would have been horrified with Dean's performance.
If this was a blind date, this probably for some would be a deal breaker but Roman already knew all of Dean's bad habits and little quirks, even so, he was thrilled when they pulled up to the grocery store to get a few things. Roman decided he wanted to make steak tonight for dinner. Dean wanting to help out decided to make salads so he went over to the deli aisle and grabbed 2 already prepared chef salads with grilled chicken. Roman couldn't help but to smile at how incredibly adorable Dean looked just then placing the salads in the cart and with a smile and went off in search of salad dressing and dessert which he settled on Italian dressing and strawberry shortcake for dessert. Roman would never tell Dean how adorable he looked because Dean would probably have flipped him off in the store so he just shook his head with a smile.
Being with Dean was never a dull moment. Dean always came up with off-the -wall stuff that use to crack Roman and Seth up. Thinking of Seth just then Roman felt a small amount of pain but he quickly pushed all thought s aside. Seth was history and maybe there was a potential future for him and Dean. Roman looked through his text messages quickly and sighed.
Roman grabbed some eggs, bacon, and sausage for breakfast for the next 2 mornings, some fruit for snacking on and he figured they could go out to dinner tomorrow night. Once shopping was done, it wasn't long before they arrived at Roman's apartment that was located right on the beach. Dean always loved coming out here to enjoy the beach. It was private property so they didn't have t worry about tourists.
They unloaded the car and Dean being Dean dropped his suitcases off in the livingroom like usual and opted to go put away the groceries. Roman took his luggages to his room but he didn't worry about unpacking. He was use to living out of a suitcase.
Roman decided to go help Dean put the groceries away. When he got to the kitchen, he saw Dean standing their just staring at the wall, no picture, no clock, or any decoration of any type just staring at the wall. Occasionally he would run his hand through his unruly hair but he just stood there staring at the wall.
"Dean, are you OK?" Roman was concerned. Maybe this is too much for him. Roman thought as he walked over to Dean.
Dean could hear the concern, almost panicky in Roman's voice. He looked over at Roman curious what has him so riled up. "I am fine. Why?" Dean asked curiously.
"I was just wondering if this was all going too fast for you. Nothing has to happen if you don't want it to."
Dean raised his eyebrow taken aback at how slow Roman was talking to him, as if he was a child. "I am not an idiot Roman, I know that. Where is all this coming from?" Dean was fast losing his patience and that short fuse of his was about to blow.
"Well, you are staring at my blank wall, so I am a little concerned." Roman nodding to the vacant wall and Dean turned to look at the pristine white walls.
"I was looking at the crack in your wall." Dean said. Roman looked at his wall and sure enough he saw a small cracked hole in his wall and his eyebrows furrowed. "I know how anal you are about your house and I was wondering how that happened. " Dean was not happy and he shook his head and walked off rather angrily.
"Wait Dean, I am sorry." Roman said apologetically.
"You don't trust me, or you really do think I am crazy. I am not even sure which is worse at this point but do you really think sleeping with you is going to drive me insane?" The sad look in Dean's eyes was heartbreaking. "I know what I am doing here, if I didn't want to be here I know I could just leave. But you are probably the only person I care about and trust at this point but you can't trust me in how I feel about you. I am a little scared, this is out of my element but I want to be here with you Rome!"
Dean turned quickly and stalked out the back door toward the ocean. Roman sat there for a moment kicking himself before following Dean out the door. He saw Dean taking his clothes off starting with his shoes and socks, shirt, and then started to take his pants off. "Dean!"
"No I am not going to kill myself Rome, just going for a swim." Dean said.
"I know that Dean, it's just that I have neighbors." Roman went to stand by Dean as he finished undressing and Roman couldn't help but stare at Dean's beautifully chiseled abs.
"Aren't they at work? Come on, come swimming with me." Dean pleaded.
Roman cupped Dean's face. "I am sorry! I am not going to question how you feel any longer, if it is something I need to know I am sure you will tell me." Roman tried to kiss Dean but he turned his face.
"I am not going to forgive you unless you come swimming with me."
"Can I at least go put my trunks on?"
"NOPE!" Dean said taking off his boxers and Roman quickly looked around to make sure there was no one on the beach since Dean obviously wanted to go skinny dipping. Thankfully the coast was all clear. Roman was speechless looking at a naked Dean Ambrose standing in front of him. Dean smirked knowingly at Roman. "Like what you see?" Dean teased.
Dean headed off towards the crystal blue waves of the Atlantic Ocean. It was a perfect day for a swim. The sun was bright and hot, seagulls off in the distance were swooping down to catch their food whiles others hovered above searching for their next meal. The beach was quiet and deserted since it was a work day. Roman watched Dean's perfect ass heading towards the beach and Roman began stripping as fast as could get his clothes off.
Dean ran straight into a powerful wave diving directly into the chilly waters. He came up for air and saw Roman's god-like form slowly walking into the surf. His tanned body sparkled all over with crystal clear water droplets. Dean stared at appreciation of Roman's body. His body looked as if had been sculpted from stone. Even before last night there had been plenty of times Dean would steal glances of Roman's incredible physique, maybe he had a crush on Roman all this time and just didn't realize it and the first chance he got, he took it!
Roman swam out to Dean who had moved further out into the waters. They could feel the waves moving through them. "Do you forgive me now?" Roman asked and Dean slowly leaned in and kissed Roman's lips tasting the salty water, he licked the salt from his lips. Roman moaned at the feel of Dean's soft tongue gliding over his lips and Roman wrapped his arms around Dean's waist and Dean brought his arms around Roman's neck, wincing slightly from the pain of his injured shoulder. Roman felt Dean wraps his fingers through his wet hair and he kissed Dean more passionately this times as they bobbed up and down from the gentle waves.
"This feels so nice." Dean's raspy voice tickled Roman's ear.
"This is really nice." Roman said as he felt Dean's naked body against his own. Roman could feel their hard-ons rubbing against each other and they both moaned. They were surprised that they were so turned on since the water was so cold. Roman could feel Dean's hands caressing his arms and back as Roman sucked on Dean's tongue. They looked into each other's eyes just absorbing the way they were feeling, just enjoying being wrapped in each other's embrace.
"Do want to go back inside?" Roman asked Dean but Dean knew what Roman was really asking and he nodded and kissed Roman one more time before releasing him and they swam back to the shoreline, careful to check for anyone who may be on the beach since they both were naked. Thankfully the beach was still empty and they both ran ashore grabbed their clothes and ran towards the condo. Once on the porch they rinsed themselves off with the private shower Roman had outside to wash sand and seaweed off of their bodies.
Once Roman was satisfied that they were both clean he picked up Dean around his waist and Dean wrapped his legs around Dean as he kissed Roman hungrily. Roman carried Dean into the house and through the hall to his room. Roman laid Dean down on the soft blue blankets and lay on top of Dean as they kissed passionately. Their tongues delving deeper into each other's mouth enjoying the softness within.
Dean's hands were all over Roman's body, desperately trying to feel each hard muscle along Roman's back, chest, and his sides. Dean ran his fingertips across Roman's ass cheeks and he could feel Roman's butt muscles clench at the sensation and he moaned into Dean's mouth. Dean wrapped his hand around Roman's hard dick. Dean began stroking Roman's cock enjoying the smooth skin and hardness in his hands. Dean was shocked to realize he couldn't wait to have Roman buried deep within him. Just the thought made his own dick twitch with anticipation.
The feel of Dean's hand stroking him made Roman stop and he closed his eyes just enjoying the feel of his fingers gliding over his cock. Dean could hear the heavy panting in his ear and he was enjoying the pleasure written all over Roman's face.
"Roman, I want to suck your cock!" Roman's eyes flew open hearing Dean's raspy voice and what he wanted to do to him made him groan. He carefully lifted himself off of Dean and laid down on the bed. Dean sat up and carefully grabbed his cock in his hands to keep it still. He could feel the Roman's cock practically twitching in his hand and he bent down and ran his tongue tortuously slow along the tip. Circling the slit, Roman's breath caught and his whole body tensed up. He slowly took the head into his mouth sucking on it loudly. He could taste the pre cum leaking from Roman's cock tip and Dean stroked from the base up as he suckled on the head of Roman's cock.
Dean could hear every moan, whimper, and groan coming from the big man letting him know where the sensitive spots on his dick were and when Dean's tongue ran into one he lavished more attention on that spot. He took more and more of Roman into his mouth careful not to gag relaxing his throat muscles. Dean felt Roman grab Dean's head as he began to fuck his warm, wet mouth. Roman was careful, so his strokes were not rough. He knew Dean was not accustomed to blow jobs.
"Dean!" Roman gasped lifting Dean's mouth off of his cock. "I need to be in you." Roman said as he grabbed Dean and easily pulled him on top. Dean admitted he wasn't sure what to do so he let Roman guide him. Roman grabbed the lube from the night stand drawer and rubbed a generous amount all over his dick and then with Dean straddling him he rubbed the remaining amount in between his ass cheeks, over his puckered entrance.
Roman inserted a finger slowly before inserting a second to open Dean up for him. He felt Dean stiffen but he already said he was going to let Dean tell him how he felt and when he should stop so he slowly began pumping his fingers in and out as Dean hovered over him. His body was so tight and Roman couldn't wait any longer. He lifted Dean up lining his tip up with Dean's tight entrance. "OK Baby Boy, slowly!" He said to Dean wanting him to use the pace he needed to adjust.
Dean Slowly lowered himself onto Roman's cock and he felt the burning, stretching sensation as his body was invaded. Dean grimaced with pain but instead of stopping to let his body adjust he opted to slam Roman's cock deeply within him roughly taking his breath away from the sharp pain he felt coursing through his body. Roman moaned feeling Dean's tight heat stretching and squeezing his cock. It felt so incredibly good but he noticed Dean was in a lot of pain so Roman lifted up and wrapped his arms around Dean's trembling body. "I said slowly Baby!" Roman whispered as he licked the wet tear drop under Dean's left eye and in his ear licking Dean's earlobe and nibbling on his neck seductively. Planting kisses up and down his cheek, chin, and neck hoping to distract him from the pain. Once Dean had adjusted he began to move within Dean.
Roman grabbed Dean's hips and began with slow thrusts, lifting him up and lowering him onto his throbbing cock. After a few strokes Dean took over and began his own movements on top of Roman. Roman lay back watching the range of emotions on Dean's face. Pain then pleasure, then pain the pleasure. Soon Dean found the exact spot he needed to be hitting and he moaned with pleasure with each stroke. Roman enjoyed watching Dean riding his cock and his own moans mixed in with Dean's was echoing through the room along with their heavy panting. Roman was so close, he resisted the urge to grab Dean's hips and start pounding away in him so he began stroking Dean's neglected cock and was rewarded with a loud moan. After a few strokes on Dean's hard cock, Dean's whole body clenched violently as the orgasm rocked through his entire body, yelling out Roman's name shooting his cum over Roman's stomach and chest. Dean's cry of pleasure and the tight clenching around Roman's clock pushed him over the edge and his own climax hit him full force. He grabbed Dean's hips thrusting roughly into him as each wave rocked through his body until his climax had filled Dean completely up. Dean leaned down over Roman and Roman hugged him kissing his forehead, cheek and finally kissing him softly on the lips.
Roman pulled Dean off of him and held him close to his body, both snuggling into each other until they got their heavy panting under control. "That was amazing!" Dean said.
"Yes that was definitely amazing!" Roman smiled. "Next time baby go slow at least until your body gets use to this." Roman kissed Dean's forehead.
"Are you really going to lecture me now Rome?" Dean shot up off the bed.
"Don't be mad, I just hated seeing you in pain."
"Come on Rome, it's not like your dick is covered with barbed wire."
Roman hated it that every time Dean went through any type of pain he would refer back to his CZW days. "I know you can handle pain Dean, I just don't want you to just because you can. I care about you so stop getting all defensive." Roman said getting off the bed and coming to Dean. Roman leaned in and kissed Dean on the lips slowly not sure while Dean was mad how he was going to handle it but Dean kissed Roman back which Roman was happy about. "Let's go shower so we can start dinner."
An hour later Roman was just finishing up grilling their steaks outside on the balcony. Dean set up the patio table for dinner so they could hear the waves while they ate. It was already dark outside, they could see a few beach goers waling up and down the shoreline.
Hey, after dinner, want to go walking?" Dean asked.
"Sure, we could also go running on the beach in the morning if you want."
"Sounds great!" Dean had always loved coming to Roman's place when they had time off and were already over this way. Dean loved Las Vegas where his place was located but he enjoyed the beach the most. Roman thought it was perfect, if they had time off and were over in the west coast, they could go stay at Dean's and if they were over on the east coast they could go stay at his.
"It's a good thing Seth isn't here, he would be berating us on the dangers of red meat." Dean had a habit of sticking his foot in his mouth and he instantly regretted mentioning Seth's name knowing what a sore spot it was for Roman. Dean put his hands over his face. "I am sorry Rome, I shouldn't have mentioned him!"
"It's OK! I am glad he is not here because now I can actually enjoy my steak!" Roman handed Dean his steak and Roman sat down with his. Dean had done a good job with the table. He had put the salads in individual bowels and had taken the fruit and made a fruit salad with strawberries, blueberries, and raspberries, and the strawberry shortcake for dessert.
They made their plates and were eating silently, feeling a little awkward than any other time before. Roman felling Dean's nervousness started a conversation on baseball that lead into football. They both loved sports and they ate and just talked. Dean was loosening up a lot and before they knew it they started talking about action movies. It was almost like old times. Someone was missing from their usual conversation but they didn't notice that there was an empty chair.
"So how do you feel so far about this?" Roman asked Dean. Dean knew what Roman was referring to, them as an item. "Is this better than being with a girl?"
Dean thought for a moment. "I like being with you Rome, I don't think I would want another relationship with a guy but I love being with you. We both already know each other so we don't have to awkwardly tell each other about ourselves, I can watch more action flicks with you then chick flicks, and we can go out and shoot pool rather than go to dinner." Dean leaned in and looked Roman in his gorgeous gray eyes. "And I enjoy having sex with you! Did I answer your question?"
"Do you want to go out and shoot some pool tonight?" Roman asked.
"And karaoke!" Dean added.
Roman's eyes widened. Dean loved to sing and his raspy voice cannot carry a tune to save his life but he is always so cute singing though that Roman had to agree. "I guess so!"
"You have to sing to!"
"Oh no I'm not!"
"Yes you are!"
"Hell No!"
"Then I'm not going!" Dean pouted and roman sighed.
"What would I have to sing?"
Dean looked at him evilly. "Girls just want to have fun!"
"Oh Hell NO!"
"Come on Rome, the chicks will dig it!"
"I don't care what the chicks will like, will you like it?" Roman asked. "Unless, you want the chicks to like it?"
Dean's eyes narrowed remembering Roman always got the most attention by the girls whenever they went out and Dean didn't like thinking of a bunch of girls hanging all over Roman. He realized he didn't like that at all. "Never mind, you don't have to sing." Dean said sat back not liking this jealous feeling.
Roman was a little confused by Dean's sudden change of heart but then he realized Dean was jealous. "Hold up, I think it will be fun, yeah, I will dedicate it to all the ladies in the room."
"You don't have to sing, in fact, we can just play pool that is fine with me. No karaoke!"
"No, karaoke sounds like a great idea, maybe I can even dance for the ladies, I bet they will love that!"
Roman noticed that Dean was getting mad and he actually enjoyed the fact that Dean was jealous.
"Maybe we should stay in and watch a movie!" Dean grabbed their plates rather quickly and took off toward the kitchen.
Roman couldn't help enjoying Dean being jealous so he went into the kitchen behind Dean. "You sure you don't want to go out tomorrow night, play some pool, eat some chicken wings, and sing some karaoke to all the pretty ladies?" Dean was trying to ignore Roman while he was washing the dishes and he just grunted. "We could always bring a couple of girls back with us, have a little fun!"
Dean was too mad to notice the knowing smirk on Roman's face as he turned around. "What about us being exclusive, you fuck me a couple of times and you are ready to throw me to the side already." Dean slammed the dishes down and went to leave until Roman grabbed him roughly and pulled Dean into his arms and kissed him harshly, startlingly Dean. Roman backed Dean up against the wall pinning him in. Seeing Dean so jealous really turned Roman on. Roman took his shirt off breaking the kiss and Dean felt utterly confused. He felt Roman pulling his shirt off and tugging at his gym shirts trying to pull them off.
"I don't want to feel like I have to have sex with you every time I think you are going to cheat on me Rome!" Roman was startled by Dean's perception of this whole blow up and what Roman was trying to do.
Roman cupped Dean's face maybe a little too roughly since he saw Dean wince but that wasn't going to detour him from talking some sense into him. "Do you really think this was about fucking you and then leaving you?" Roman slammed his lips into Dean and Pressed his body up against Dean so he could feel just how hard he was, just how much Dean affected him. "I thought it was cute seeing you get jealous, I liked seeing how adorable you are when you get mad. I wanted to go play some pool in a corner not get on a stage and announce to the entire building we were there." Roman kissed Dean again and Dean kissed him back surprisingly. "And I don't ever want you to have sex with me because you think I am going to leave. I would never take advantage of you like that. I want you, no one else. Got That?"
Dean's blue eyes felt like they were going to pop out of his head he was so surprised at how mad Roman was mad at him. He felt awful for what he had said realizing he was insulting Roman and how he completely misinterpreted Roman's teasing him. "Roman, I am so sorry I just …" Dean was a little tongue tied trying to explain. "Just the thought of those girls all over you was overwhelming. Please forgive me!" Dean knew it; he was going to blow this relationship out of the water.
Roman kissed Dean softly feeling a little unhappy with himself for being too rough. "We are going out tomorrow to play pool, but no singing. We will bring the entire town to our doorstep if they recognize us. I am sorry for teasing you to get you riled up. I guess this is my fault, I know how you over react." Roman sighed leaning his forehead against Dean's.
"So did I ruin things between us? Because it's only a matter of time."
"No, you didn't ruin anything. I shouldn't have got you all upset in the first place. I am sorry for that and It's only a matter of time if I let you leave, but I don't intend on doing that anytime soon, if ever at all." Dean couldn't help but blush at his words. It made him shiver when Roman kissed his neck. "Now let's go clean so we can go walking." Roman handed Dean his shirt.
"Rome!" Dean said but Roman cut him off quickly.
"Say one more word and I am going to fuck you on my dining room table and I don't want to do that because I eat there sometimes, so come on!"
Dean couldn't help but smile. Roman was turned on and Dean loved the fact it was because of him!
Roman and Dean walked on the beach for a good mile. It was a gorgeous night. The moon was shining bright reflecting off the soft waves out in the ocean while the waves crashed up against the shore, occasionally they could feel the chilly, salty water wash up against their bare feet. There was a slight breeze coming off of the ocean and they were glad they had grabbed a sweater on the way out of the door. Roman and Dean walked along the beach once and a while passing other beach going couples out for a stroll.
When they got back in front of the condo, they sat down in the sand just enjoying looking at the crashing waves and enjoying the sound of the surf. Dean laid his head on Roman's shoulder and Roman out his arm around Dean and pulled him closer. Dean yawned tiredly.
"Feeling sleepy?" Roman asked Dean and Dean nodded.
"Yes, you have worn me out!"
Roman just chuckled. "I never thought I could do that."
"Yeah, I do get tired from time to time, not often but occasionally."
"Are you having a good time?" Roman asked Dean giving him a kiss on the forehead.
"Yes, but I always loved hanging out with you Rome! Don't forget we are going running in the morning."
"Ready to go to bed so we can get up early?"
Dean nodded and Roman stood and helped Dean up. They went inside and locked up before heading to bed. Dean made sure to grab his luggage on the way up. They made sure to wash up and brushed their teeth. Once in bed, Roman captured Dean's lips in a kiss. Dean went to pull Roman's shorts off but Roman stopped.
"I think we better get some sleep."
"Are you still mad at me?" Dean asked concerned. There walk had been nice and peaceful so he figured they were good now.
"I am not mad at you at all, I wasn't even mad earlier. Much!" Roman added. "I know you are feeling sore. I could tell while we were walking."
"I am fine Rome!"
"Yes but it won't hurt to wait a little. Besides, it's nice to just cuddle and kiss also."
Dean just sighed.
"Something wrong Dean"
"No, I just thought being with a guy I could get away from that stuff."
"Said the guy who laid his head on my shoulder and leaned into me while we were sitting on the beach."
"I was tired and cold." Dean grumbled.
Roman just chuckled. "So you don't like kissing me?" It was dark in the room except for the moonlight streaming in from the side window so Dean couldn't see Roman smiling. He knew how to turn it around on Dean.
"You know I like kissing you Rome!"
"No it's fine, you don't want to kiss or cuddle with me I got it! You are too macho for that." Roman stated.
Dean just sighed and he scooted over into Roman's waiting arms. He yawned again and laid his head against Roman's chest. "Goodnight Roman!" Dean said and he felt Roman stroking his cheek. He wanted to tell him to stop, that he was annoying him but instead he fell asleep. Roman closed his eyes and fell asleep cuddled with Dean.
In the morning, they woke up and went running on the beach. By the time they got back they were hungry so they made a quick breakfast. They made bacon, eggs, and some fresh fruit for breakfast. Roman kept peeking at Dean through his long, dark eyelashes and vice versa through their breakfast. They hadn't said much. At times Dean seemed OK with this and other times Roman wasn't so sure. He was twitching a lot this morning which was always a dead giveaway that he was nervous. At least he wasn't messing with his injured shoulder Roman thought. When the dishes were put away Dean said he was going to take a shower.
"Do you mind if I take one with you?" Roman asked going into the bedroom after Dean.
Dean looked confused. "Of course not. Why would I mind?"
"You just seem really anxious and nervous this morning. "
"This is still a lot to take in and it seems dating you isn't going to be any much different then dating a girl except usually after I fuck them I am pretty much done with them which is why relationships have worked for me. Of course I have more of connection with you then I have ever had with any of my other partners so…"
"So you are over analyzing again" Roman finished for Dean. "Maybe this is going too fast for you Dean."
"What! Hold up Rome, I admit that this is scaring me but I want to be with you."
"Do you want to be with me because you are really into me or are you afraid I will leave like Seth?" Roman had to ask, it has been the burning question on his mind since their first time.
"What is this shit? This really is chick shit!"
"I think it is a perfectly good question to ask?" Roman stated.
"What the Fuck Roman! Do you really think I would let you fuck me because I didn't want you to leave me? "
"I don't know, that is why I am asking you!"
Dean's blue eyes were blazing. "Fuck You Rome!"
Dean angrily stalked over to his suitcase and picked it up.
"Where are you going Dean?"
"As far away from you as physically possible!" Except Roman had already shut the door and his 6'4 muscular frame was blocking Dean's exit.
"No you always try and run away, you are going to stay so we can talk."
"What is there talk about Rome? This just didn't work out!"
"Just like that you are going to quit?"
"You are the one who said that this was going too fast for me, so which is it since you know me so well, are we going to fast or am I running away?' Dean threw his suitcase down. He was getting mad. "Which is it?" Dean got right up in Roman's face. "Now get out of the way!"
Roman wasn't sure what to do, he didn't want Dean to leave like this, with hard feelings between them. "I wish you would at least talk to me first." Roman words were so silent it was hard to hear but Dean could hear his heartbreaking in each syllable.
Dean stood there and stared at Roman for a few minutes. He was going over what to do in his head. Suddenly, surprising Roman, he grabbed Roman and kissed him. He grabbed Roman and was pulling him toward him away from the door.
"What is going on Dean?" Roman asked breaking the kiss.
"You want to know what I want, well I want you, that is why am here and just a moment ago when I was going over what I should do, the thought of walking out the door and leaving you scared me to death. Just because I may get quiet doesn't mean I regret my decision to try and be with you. You know I am always trying to figure what is going on before I start running my mouth." Dean sighed a and ran a hand through his curly, messy hair. "AS for Seth, Rome we both are hurt by what he did to us, you more than me. You were in a relationship with him, so maybe it is you that may need more time or trying to hold onto me we are what is left of The Shield."
"I know The Shield is dead Dean, I have come to terms with that, as well as what Seth did. I was mad and angry at not only him, but you as well because I wasn't sure I could trust you to not do the same, even though you had proven your loyalty on more than one occasion. It didn't help that creative wanted me to keep my distance from you, that may have fed into my whole paranoia, but that night I just saw you against 2 excellent wrestlers and knew there was no way for you to win. I wasn't supposed to go out there and I got my ass chewed out in a text by HHH."
"I didn't know that." Dean was concerned; he didn't want Roman to be in trouble over him.
"I didn't want you to be upset over it; I read it yesterday at the grocery store while you were shopping around."
"You should have said something!"
"I had to help you, you had been double teamed so much lately and with Randy out there I knew it could be written off as our feud, not me wanting to help you."
Dean ran a hand through his hair again. "You can't do that again Roman, no matter what. You are on the brink of being the champion; don't let me screw that up for you."
"You didn't, more like I did since you didn't have a say in the matter. What I am saying, watching them gang up on you made me realize you are important to me and I want to be with you in real life, away from the camera and the drama. Just us!"
Dean smiled and wrapped his arms around Roman's neck and they kissed softly. "I want to be with you too big man!" Blue eyes met gray eyes. They knew there was no turning back now.
They spent the day playing in the ocean, just having fun with each other. That night they opted to stay in and watch a movie. An action flick not a chick flick and ordered in, pizza and chicken wings.
That night, Roman insisted on making love to Dean. Dean grumbled about it a little, Roman was more of the romantic type then he had let on. Roman said they would more than enough time for quickies and rough sex on the road but here he wanted to take advantage of their quiet time. Dean was secretly pleased that Roman was so attentive to him but he would never tell Roman that. Dean did not complain once through the night as they slowly explored each other's body and found out their sensitive spots. Finally around 4 .a.m. they fell asleep wrapped up in each other's arms. They had a flight to catch a flight at noon to make it to their house show.
They both were nervous on how they were going to present themselves to their co-workers, most notably Seth. They figured they wouldn't make a big deal out of it, at work, they would be professional but how long they would be able to keep this a secret in a big company with ears listening around every corner was going to be the challenge.
Hey everyone! This is the sequel to To Help You UP. I decided there was a story there and I wanted to explore it more. Please read it first because this story picks up where I left off at To Help You Up! What do you think of Dean and Roman's time together? Please leave a review and let me know how I did. Thanks to everyone reading and reviewing