I do not own Kaichou wa Maid Sama

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

Flashback: 6 years

Tears dripped from my face as I read the note over and over again...until my mind became numb.

I don't love you anymore...

Why? Usui, what did I do? Is it because I constantly pushed you away? Please...tell was exactly why I was so scared to fall...

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

End of flashback

Six years had passed since Usui Takumi left that note on my bed. I never knew why he left or where he went. But ever since that day, my heart has never been the same. I know it sounds very cheesy, but we, no I was ready to give up my life for him and I thought he would do the same for me. Guess not, huh?

A lot has happened in the past 6 years. Okaasan, after years of being ill from working so hard for me and Suzana, passed away. Suzana, poor Suzana couldn't take the pain, so she gradually forgot how to to laugh. She slowly drifted away from me, unable to see my face thinking I look to much like Okaasan.

Now here I am at Mom's grave thinking about what I was going to to with my life. I tried to move on, but my heart wouldn't listen to me. Every day, every hour I thought to myself, what if Usui was here, would I be different?

I have died everyday waiting for you,

Darling don't be afraid,

I have loved you for a thousand years,

I'll love you for a thousand more.

I slowly turned away from the grave on the ground, not wanting to stay any longer. As I walked to my car, I saw a flash of blonde hair.

My eyes widened.

Was that who I think it was?!

All I could hear was the screaming of me in my head...USUI!

My head bumped into a hard something and I peeked upwards.

"Hello, Misa"

My heart stopped.

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

Tears welled in my eyes as stared intensely at him, his emerald orbs reflecting my appearance.

"T-Takumi!" I hesitated...I wanted to give him a piece of my mind...but wouldn't that be pushing him away again?

The balloon burst and everything spilled out.

My fists pounded at his chest like a child having a tantrum. Frankly I think that was what was happening.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" I screeched and sobbed. "SIX YEARS! IT'S BEEN SIX YEARS! WHY DID YOU LEAVE?!"

"Sorry, Misa-chan. They threatened me of your safety. I couldn't just sit here so I left. My grandfather has officially been arrested. You're safe now." He calmly told me like a mother soothing her precious child.

"I could have come with you, you- you stupid idiot!"My sobbing had calmed to soft sniffles.

"This was something I had to do alone."

"Thank god you're safe."

My heart was finally happy. His arms wrapped around me and my head hit his chest. I was home.

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid

I have loved you

For a thousand years,

I'll love you for a thousand more.

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more.

Hey you guys! This is my first story and I hope you liked it. I originally posted this one shot on Wattpad but it wasn't getting very many views. My username is EmmaWatson2637 for those who might have thought I copied it. I apologize for any mistakes in spelling or punctuation. Hopefully I can think of some more stories and post hem soon. See y'all later!