She stood there wondering. Not Sad. But she was angry. When she returns home she would pack her stuff and go to them .No. couldn't hurt them that way. Not Carlisle and Esme. Not Lea and Matt. But what did she have to live for? He was Dead .As she watched his body burn, she thought her life through. She thought through it very clearly. She came to a specific moment...
"Carlisle, don't you ever get angry sometimes? I mean because you got your human life practically stolen from you." I said.
"I forgive the vampire that changed me. He was thirsty and had barely any control", he replied.
"Well Aro somehow respects my feelings and I hate it. I sometimes hate him."
."Why?" Carlisle replied
."He stole my innocence. My humanity. My life. I'm not normal or human because of him", I replied.
"Define human", he said.
"Someone not us, not like you, not like me. I don't know." I said.
Amy and Rory are human. Perfectly normal ones at that. I told him to leave her alone. We shouldn't be messing with a human mind. Bad things would happen. Of course he didn't listen. He is the .Silly old man in the blue box. Rory is coming toward me. I see him out of the corner of my eye.
"Masen...I.I...I can't imagine how hard this is for you, "he said.
"No you can't and you never will because you will always have Amelia. I have nothing now."I shook my head."Nothing", I said again.
"That's not true", replied River Song.
I whipped my head around."Who the hell are you? If you would have let me go down there and heal him, let him regenerate, he would be here." I said.
"You don't know that, and he said not to follow him", she said calmly.
"Once again who the hell are you?"I shouldn't be so mean. But my life is actually over. She doesn't seem to really understand that.
"She is right you know", Amy suddenly said."There is nothing in the world. He's gone."
"Come on lets head back to the diner", Rory said.
With a nasty glance to River,"Lets", I said.
On the few hour drive to the diner (Why in the world is this so far away? Oh the Doctor.) I decide to review my life up until that moment in time.
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