Chapter 1---All falls without hope
Mitsuki just can't help it anymore. She misses him so much and won't except that he is gone. She just won't. She loves Eichi. Nothing will ever change that, but she's slowly losing hope. She needs to find a way to see him, but the is no way. No possible way.
Takuto walks into her room. He sees Mitsuki wrapped in her bed, like she's in a deep despair. He knows it's because of him. Mitsuki glances up at Takuto and notices that he is staring right back at her. She gives him a "just go away, I don't want you here" look but he starts slowly walking towards her. She buries her face back into her pillow.
"GO AWAY!" Mitsuki yells into her pillow.
"Come on, get up. You can't stay in here all day." Takuto says in a soft tone.
"Just watch me!"
Takuto rips the covers off her, sits down next to her and smoothes her hair out in a calming and somewhat affectionate way. "Come on, you have your concert tonight. You need to get ready."
Oh yeah. The concert. She had completely forgotten. Singing was one of those things that Mitsuki got her out of bed every morning for. Something she wanted to live for. The only thing she wanted to live for, because now that she had come to her senses about Eichi she only wanted to be with him. She promised him a long time ago, before they departed from each other, that the next time they see each other they will be closer to their dreams. Well, I'm a singer now. I'm living my dream, but since your not here, it's more like a nightmare. She wipes her eyes and sits up. "Ok, I'm all right, I'm up." She gives Takuto a smile to reassure him everything was all right, which is wasn't.
"Good." He smiles back even though he knew she wasn't all right. "Let's go."
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Meroko was helping Mitsuki get ready back stage for the show. Meroko stepped back to see Mitsuki's outfit better. "Kawaii!!"
Mitsuki just smiled. She seemed to look good in anything when she was Full Moon.
Meroko hugged her. "Ready to get out there?"
"I'm practically shaking but yes, I am." Mitsuki was ready but it was all so nerve racking.
"Go get 'em!"
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Mitsuki was so close to the stage that if she took one step the enormous crowd would be able to see her. Eichi consumed her thoughts, in till Takuto came from behind her and gave her a tight hug. He whispered in her ear, "You'll be great, you're a beautiful singer. No worries. Just do your best."
She just ran onto stage so she didn't have to be in Takuto's grasp any longer. As she walked onto stage she waved to everyone and gave the crowd a huge smile. She went up to the mike. "Hello everyone! I'm about to start my first song so please listen! And don't forget to Smile!" She always did smile; the smile she had just never meant anything.
anata no kawari ni sora naite ita nara
(if the sky was crying for you)
watashi wa umi ni natte dakishimeru kara
(I'll turn into a sea and embrace it)
arashi ni nomikomarete chizu nakushita to shite mo
(even if we're swallowed by the storm and lose our map)
anata no senaka ga ima no watashi no michishirube yo
(your back is the signpost for me now)
tsuki to taiyou mitai hanarete ite mo
(like the moon and sun, even when near or far)
chikazuite ite mo hikari wo uketomeru kyori de ite ne
(please be close enough to capture my light)
smile smile
itsumo mite ite zutto mite ite donna toki mo
(watch me always, watch me forever whenever)
smile smile
shinjite itai kanjite itai itsumade mo
(want to believe, want to feel it forever)
smile smile
ureshii asa mo kanashii yoru mo wakachi aeru egao wasurenai yo
(being able to understand happy mornings and sad nights)
I cannot live without you forever
The crowd was screaming like crazy. She knew that they would like the next song even more. It's the song that her dad wrote for her mom. Eternal Snow.
Kimi wo suki ni natte Dorekurai tatsu no kaNA?
(I'm falling in love with you, and which will come to pass?)
Kimochi Fukurande yuku bakari de
(Will the feeling do nothing but swell, or)
Kimi wa Kono omoi kidzuiteiru no kana?
(Will you notice it?)
Ichido mo kotoba ni wa Shitenai kedo
(Even though I've never said anything?)
Yuki no youni Tada shizukani
(Like snow, but quietly)
Furitsumori Tsudzukete yuku
(It continues to pile up)
Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
(Hold me tight if I think like this)
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
(I didn't want to know)
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
(What it was like to fall in love with someone)
I love you Namida tomaranai
(I love you; my tears won't stop)
Konnan ja Kimi no koto Shirazuni ireba Yokatta yo
(Therefore, I should be free of you)
Now time for something new. "Thank you!" She says to the audience and bows. "Now here is my new single, New Future!" She hopes Eichi will be in hers.
tatta hitosu kawaranai mono
(Just one thing doesn't change)
zutto egaiteta yume
(That dream I painted)
ima no jibun ha dou utsuru no
(How did I appear as I am now)
ano koro no chiisana hitomi ni
(In my young eyes back then)
nee miagete konna ni hiroi yozora dakara
(Hey, look up at it, it's such a vast night sky)
sou sugu ni wakaru you ni
(So that soon, so that you understand)
seiippai kagayaku kara hayaku
(You will shine at your best soon so hurry)
FULL MOON (FU-RU MU-N) wo sagashite
(Look for the FULL MOON)
let's sing a song
itsudemo issho kimi no tame ima no watashi ni dekiru subete
(Together forever Everything I can do for you right now)
day by day
kyou made on unmei ashita kara no kibou kono mune ni dakae
(Your destiny until now From tomorrow, clutch your hopes to your chest)
let's sing a song
itsudemo issho kimi to nara tsurai koto nori koerareru yo
(Together forever If I'm with you I can overcome any hardship)
more and more
motto motto motto chikazukitai ima koko ni ite kurete
(More and more and more I want to be closer Please stay right here)
Takuto uses his magic for the grand finally and Mitsuki is now in a gorgeous, sparkling white dress. Glitter and stars are falling down on her from all directions.
Many thanks for you!
Mitsuki walks off stage and Meroko and Takuto are standing there giving her a big hug and telling her congrats.
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Later that night Mitsuki is on her porch looking up at the stars.
"Nice night huh?" Takuto sits next to Mitsuki. "Great concert too."
"Yeah."
"What's on your mind?"
"The stars and the full moon out tonight. Eichi would have loved this night. It's so beautiful."
Takuto is outraged that he could be there, and it was a beautiful night out, and yet all Mitsuki could think about was Eichi. "Well forget about him, we-"
"Forget about Eichi?!" Mitsuki said, interupting Takuto, "That's not possible, he will never be off my mind. Not in till the day I die!"
The word die frightened Takuto. He doesn't want her to die. "Well, I'm here and so are you. Isn't that all that matters?" He leaned in closer to Mitsuki.
"No Eichi is all that matters!"
"Come on Mitsuki." He leans in to kiss her.
"NO!!!!" She automatically pushes him away. Her throat hurt more then ever right then, but she couldn't stop screaming.
He backs off. "What's wrong?"
"You are!"
"Why don't you love me the way that I do you!?"
"Because I can't! Because I don't! I LOVE Eichi!"
"But Eichi isn't here."
Mitsuki just stopped and stared at him. A tear ran down her cheek. "…I know…" She ran into her room. Her face was in her pillow again, and within a few seconds it was soggy with tears.
Takuto didn't dare go near her, so he just flew away figuring he would see her in the morning.
Mitsuki's throat throbbed with pain, but she continued to ignore it. She should be on her way to the hospital right now with this amount of pain, but she didn't care anymore and somehow managed to go to sleep. All night she dreamed of Eichi, in till all the sudden the dream ended and the pain went away.
In the morning Takuto had found Meroko with Izumi, they had gotten together after the concert. Takuto and Meroko were ready to get Mitsuki up and ready for the day. They went into her room and yelled out her name for her to get up, but she just lay there. When Takuto went up to shake her she was so cold. That's when they found out. Mitsuki was dead.
Meroko shook her head and said, "It's time to get to get to work."
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End of chapter 1: All falls without hopeIn the next chapter, things get better! And happier!
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