Disclaimer: I do not own "Gravitation" or the song "How to Save a Life." It belongs to Maki Murakami and The Fray respectively.

A/N: This is my very first Gravitation fanfic so please be gentle.

Summary: Five years has passed and Yuki moved on with his life. Shuichi left him just because Yuki didn't say he loved him. After five years, when Yuki took the first step into moving on, Shuichi realized his mistake and wants Yuki back into his arms once again.

Warning: Violence, angst and maybe death.

(Yuki's POV)

A sigh escaped my lips as I stared at the serene sky. It has been five years since I did this. My relationship with Shuichi was put to an end when Shuichi got tired of my cold attitude and ran away. No one knew where he has gone or when he will come back, or will he ever? Am I to blame for what happened? Yes, I'll admit I'm a cold bastard but doesn't that pink-haired, hyperactive brat trust me enough? He thought I don't love him just because I didn't say it to him. Right now, I really miss that brat, even though I'm moving on with my life.

"Hey, Yuki, what are you thinking of? Come on, I'm so turned on and I don't wanna break the mood." An auburn-haired girl suddenly said.

"Sorry 'bout that. Now, where were we?" I responded.

I think it's time to move on with my life. It's been five years for God's sake. I searched and searched for him but I couldn't find him. It's hard for me to let go of the person I loved the most, the person who broke the barriers of my heart, the person who loved me because of who I am and not for the reason of me being rich or me being famous.

"Yuki, you're drifting off again, are we going to do this or what?"

Here goes nothing. I took my first step into moving on.

(Shuichi's POV)

Five years- that's how long I had been away. Away from my home, away from Yuki's life. Yuki, the person I loved the most, the reason why I ran away.

FLASHBACK

"Yuki…?"

"What is it brat, I'm working."

"Ummm, it's just that…" I replied. Fear, sadness and rejection apparent in my voice.

Yuki stopped typing and looked at me.

"What is it?"

"Do… do you really love me? I asked quietly, looking down at the ground. "I want to know!" I continued suddenly, my effervescent purple eyes, full of extreme anxiety, locking with Yuki's cold tawny ones.

Yuki stared down at me. "You interrupted my work for this? Can't we talk about this later or something? I have a deadline to meet."

"You always have a deadline!" I accused, tears beginning to form in my eyes.

With that, I turned around and got my things. As I was in front of his office, I whispered "I love you Yuki, I really do, and I wish you all the best. I'll miss you, goodbye." I whispered those words into the air even though I know it will fall into deaf ears.

END OF FLASHBACK

I'm on my way back to Japan right now, I realized my mistake and I want him into my life once again. I bet he'll be happy to see me again. I'm nervous because it's been five years but what can I do? I love him.

After the plane has landed, I looked for a hotel so I can spend the night. Tomorrow, I'll find myself a new apartment and find the love of my life.

(Yuki's POV)

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through

'God, I hope she's not pregnant. I couldn't find a damn condom but she insisted that it won't be necessary. Please, let her not be pregnant.'

Here I am, at the park where I first met Shuichi. I remember it like it was yesterday. Five years and still it haunts me.

"Yu… Yuki?" a very, very familiar voice said.

Looking back, my heart nearly stopped as I recognized the face. Pink hair, amethyst eyes. The same features.

"Shu… Shuichi!" I gasped.

Well, that's chapter 1. I hope it's not that bad. I'm having second thoughts on whether I'll continue on with this story. But, let's see. I'm done with this story so maybe if there are reviews I'll post them. So, please review. I promise, if you like sad endings, this story is a must-read!