Note:I am sorry this is so short I've been having trouble with it and there will be many other chapters hopefully up soon. Rated M for future chapters, hope you like it so far!
His name was Bill Kaulitz, he was my obsession. Scratch that, he was my everything. We were always close, even before we were born. Our birthday: September 1, 1989, Bill being born ten minutes after me, the best thing in my life. Without him, I would lose it completely. For years I have been secretly been crushing on my own brother. He was so perfect, minor differences from me. There was something about him that made him perfect and me not, although being almost completely identical. He was all I wanted, not any girl, him.
It was a hot summer day, no concert plans any time soon, which meant Bill didn't go all out as he usually did. No makeup, no hair gel or spray. He was most beautiful like this.
Bill was sitting in front of the fan as I was watching tv.
"Tomi do you mind if I take off my shirt, even with the fan it's fucking hot in here"
I didn't even have time to reply before Bill took off his shirt and sat back down in front of the fan humming pleasurably. I couldn't stop staring at him, trying not to get caught doing so. He was so thin and stunning. My mind kept racing through dirty thoughts I tried to hold back. I was unsuccessful at doing so, and it caused me to blank out almost, not even noticing Bill had seen me.
"Hey Tom…why are you staring at me?"
I broke out of my thoughts.
"Oh, oh I wasn't staring at you, I was just blanking out is all."
Bill gave me a quick wink then turned back around. Was he…joking with me? Or…?