Let me take a chance

Dear Readers: I really don't know what to say, seeing as this is my firsr fic ever. I'm a really sucky writer and i drag things out as long as i can, so don't blame me... blame this cursed brain that's filled to the brim with ideas and is overflowing like an orgy...a gay yaoi orgy...eh..nevermind that last comment. Anyway, go easy on me. You can review if you want, just don't flame...cause if i find out who you are..I WILL BITCH ABOUT IT!! growls I will only continue if some generous person gives me ONE SINGLE REVIEW! im NOT going to gravel and beg you like some DOG for a review like everyone else. Give on you're free will. I will not threaten to kill you and or castrate you if you do not offend me. Im not that kind of kid. So read on if you want, and don't mind grammer mistakes, im a human just like MOST of you are... i told you i like to drag . -----------------------------( see there? dragging... )

Don't like the way i run things? either STFU or GTFO. (...i've always wanted to say that...sorry...eh, not really...XD)

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or anything else except my own words. All Naruto and characters belong to Kishimoto Masashi. There, i said it. Don't sue me. READ.

Prolouge: My Time to Fly

Dear Sasuke,

You know, you've been my Rival ever since we've met and I really just wanted to talk to you in person, but under certain circumstances, I can't

I sent you this letter because I have some inportant news for you. Just imagine my face turning red like a tomato now, just thinking about it ( even though I know you fantisize it..)

Man, how I wish I could say this to your face. .

I've always wanted to tell you...how much you mean to me..

It's Like this...and curse me for going so soft...

I Love you... this letter is my final goodbye... and my acceptance of my love for you.

...I only hope you will accept me.

Love forever and always,

Uzumaki Naruto

P.S. I don't want you to go looking for me. Those eyes who are above mine will watch me, as I take this chance to Fly in the clouds.

Naruto firmly placed the letter, straight across from Sasuke's sleeping figure. Tears ran down Naruto's face as he placed the last of his letters to his secret lover. He had stayed up all night, trying to figure out what dreams he could acomplish here in Konohagakure, the Village hidden in the Leaves. Tsunade, the Hokage had picked him as her successor, but the Elders of the Village over-ruled her and chose Nara Shikamaru because of his smarts and his 'Normalicity'.

"I tried Gaki, I really did, but those stupid old crones couldn't accept you. Even after you brought that Uchiha kid back, they still see you as the same." Tsunade said quietly as she watched Naruto's saddened face. The tears that started to leak down his hidden eyes. "I'm sorry, gaki. And the day before your birthday,too." She said quietly as she walked over to him and hugged him to her chest.

"...It's fine. I'll be fine Tsunade-baa-chan. I got to go...It doesn't matter to me anyway..." He said quietly, forcing his body away from her grasp and keeping his face hidden as he walked out the Hokage office.

"I've been torchured long enough. It's time I give up and do what everyone wants. I can't be strong forever." Naruto mumbled as he stared sadly at Sasuke's peaceful face, the words running around his head. The moon light struck their figures rather intensly. Sasuke's pale features illuminated the glow, giving off a pearly essence, while his own was covered in darkness.

It was 12:30 a.m., October, 10th. The day of Naruto's 16th birthday.

FLASHBACK

The day before had been the hardest day of his life. For some reason everyone shunned him even more than before. Sakura,Ino.Choji, and Kakashi were all standing in a group, announcing horrendous things about Naruto as he walked by.

"Watch that Ugly monster walk by us. WHAT A BABY. The stupid little hefer put his filty, Hairy hands on our brillent Uchiha."

"How dare he defile my Love!!!! YOU BAKEMONO!!"

"Why don't you just die already!!"

Naruto was surroundered by tons of villagers as they threw garbage yelling there profanities at him. And what hurt the most was the fact that Kakashi and Rookies were standing by, laughing

Kakashi-sensei..." Naruto mumbled at he continued to trek, his spirit broken as he walked off in the direction of his dank and dirty apartment.

END FLASHBACK

Naruto ran his fingers threw his hair as the pain of that day and days past began to weight itself upon his heart. The mask that he had held onto for so many years, had finally fallen apart. The tears he had vainly tried to stop, flowed gentley down his flushed cheeks and onto the forhead of Sasuke as realization hit him full force. There was no reason for him to live anymore.

Naruto brushed some bangs away from the Uchiha's face, and planted a Lovers' kiss on his forhead as his final farewell. Naruto backed into the window, jumped onto the window sill, whispered into the wind and took off.

I know you can hear me. Don't come looking for me.