They never thought it would happen like this. In fact, they never really thought about their first time at all; except for Mikey but he was always the dreamer of the group. The others had seen it more as realistically impossible. They didn't dwell on ever finding a partner or even having sex because they were unique.

But, against everything they thought possible, it happened. They had their first time...but it was nothing of what they would have ever imagined it to be like.

Raphael was rough. Yes, he tried to be gentle, he really tried. But even so it wasn't the rough nature of his mating that was the problem.

Leo was vacant. He showed little to no emotion. He closed off and he stopped speaking so much.

Mikey stopped smiling. His wisecracks stopped the moment he knew he was going to lose his virginity. Losing his virginity wasn't what hurt his spirit; it was who he lost it to.

Donnie,...well, it was Donnie's turn right now but they were pretty sure of how the outcome would be.

"You don't have to do this!"

Leo and Mikey were huddled close, listening with their eyes closed and their heads tucked together. The chains hurt their ankles and wrists. Currents of electric shocks were sent through the chains when they were out of line with their movements; even during intercourse.

"Don't touch me! Don't! Please!" Donnie screams bounced off the walls in the small space.

Leo wanted to speak up on Raphael's behalf. Raphael was just as much of a victim as all of them were. He wanted to tell Donnie that Raphael was still their brother and that what he was doing was an action forced by another...but he couldn't. He opened his eyes when he heard Donnie strike Raphael and the zapping to Donnie's chains came shortly after.

"Please, Donnie...Please." Raphael spoke softly, attempting to calm his intelligent brother. He had learned with Leo and Mikey what could be used to calm them from their shudders and quakes.

He tried to kiss Donnie on the temple; Leo always leaned into the touch and recognized that Raphael wasn't the bad guy when he kissed him there.

Smack!

It didn't work well with Donnie.

Instead of the affectionate bump of heads he would get with Leo, Raphael got a bloody nose as Donnie bashed his head against it.

Raphael twitched his snout a few times then came back to try another tactic that would help Mikey relax. He reached down, going for Donnie's tail; Mikey liked his tail being pulled during intercourse. It made him chur loudly even through the tears.

Raphael didn't even get a chance to reach Donnie's tail before Donnie grabbed his wrist and kicked his legs at Raph. "Stop!" Donnie screamed out.

Another volt went through Donnie and Raphael held him close as his body shuddered from the shocks.

"Donnie." Leo finally spoke up from where he huddled in his corner with Mikey. "This isn't Raphael's fault..."

Raphael looked over to where his two brother's where but then quickly looked away when Leo looked back to him. He couldn't make eye contact with them; not just yet.

Donnie had tears running down his face. He knew Leo was right but he had just witnessed both of his brothers being raped and now it was his turn. How was he just suppose to accept this?

"I can't just lay back and accept this!" Donnie cried out through his sobs. "...I don't want it..." He whined.

Raphael closed his eyes and he leaned forward, resting his head against Donnie's. "I know...None of us want this. But, Donnie, you know what will happen to us if we don't."

"We can still try and stop this..." Donnie whimpered, finally leaning against Raphael's touch.

"We'll think of something, Donnie...But right now we don't have time to think of a way out." Raphael was now leaning his body closer, getting in-between Donnie's thighs.

"I-I won't forgive you if you do this!" Donnie yelled, frightened again.

Raphael hesitated and that caused another shock to go through Donnie.

Growling, Raphael moved Donnie's legs apart and pulled the smaller turtle closer; chest-to-chest. "I know...I don't expect you to." Raphael glanced toward the others. "Any of you." He closed his eyes. "Because I could never forgive myself..." He leaned forward again and Donnie squirmed and begged and shouted in fear while Raphael positioned himself.

Raphael tried again with Donnie's tail. He pinched and rubbed and massaged the little nub with his fingers. The tail relaxed into Raphael's hold and Raphael was able to push himself into his brother.

Donnie cried out and he shoved against Raphael.

Leo and Mikey huddled closer together, suffering through the sounds of their brother being raped.

It was over in fifteen minutes but the trauma of it lingered in the air along with the heavy scent of musk.

Donnie was released from Raphael's hold and his cries were the only thing to hear as he pulled himself over to his other brothers.

Leo pulled Donnie close and Mikey whimpered as their huddle adjusted to the three of them.

Leo looked across to Raphael who was leaning against the wall, pushing his palms against his head as if trying to dislodge the memories of having to have sex with his three brothers.

Donnie laid his head against Leo's shoulder and curled into his oldest brother for comfort. "I wanna go home. This isn't happening..." He whimpered. His tail was curled in and spots of blood directed a path back to Raphael who would never be able to look at his brothers the same way ever again—He would never be able to look at himself without seeing the monster he is.

There was a low chuckling sound entering the small room over the speakers and a man, who sat in another room of the building, sipped at a glass of wine as he watched his captured turtles do what he ordered them to do over the monitors. Breaking them down was so easy. Why hadn't anyone else been able to break them before?

The corner of his lips curled into a smirk. Maybe he was the first to go that extra mile into the sick and twisted territories of a man's mind that no one reached without being thought of as clinically insane. If so, then he wouldn't mind traveling even further on the path of insanity if it brought him this much joy.

Just a thought that's been bugging me lol Had to write it out and, yes, I'm planning to add more to this story lol It's my next big fangirl craze ;D