Forever and Always Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Bella's POV

"Bella just tell him! " Alice said,

" I can't ! I don't want to lose him, I know he does not feel the same way!" I told her and sat down on my bed.

" But you are still singing tomorrow on the talent show ? Right? " she asked.

" Of corse I am! " I answered her and put my head in my hands.

"Well then Im going to go, Edward told me he is coming here" Alice said and got out from my room. Edward and I had a wonderful movie night together,

Next morning I woke up with Edward beside me. He looked so peaceful that I didn't want to wake him up. " Edward wake up " I said he mumbled something and then started to sleep again. " Edward " I said again no reaction so I picked up my pillow and trowed it at him. " NO, why. You are so mean " he said and opened his beautiful green eyes. I giggled and smiled at his silliness, " I have a Talent show to get to, are you going to be there ? " I asked and looked at him. " Of corse I am Bella, you weird crazy person! " he said and jumped on me and tickled me. I screamed " Noo, Stop it ! "

Edward stooped and jumped off the bed. " Im going to Tanya now, bye " he said and left.

After that day he started to be e jerk to all off us. He liked to se me fall in school , we tried to talk to him but it just got worse. He starter to be with every girl in school, the old good Edward wasn't there anymore. But my feelings were still there, I was walking to my locker when i saw Edward alone.

Now was the time, I was going to ask why he is acting this way.

" Edward " i sad and walked over, he looked at me. " What's you're problem? Why are you acting this way to us? Im you're best friend for god's sake. And now you like to se me hurt ? " I said.

" Im sorry, but I... I just don't like you any more, Bella were not seven any more. We are seventeen! Im not a little boy anymore. And its lame to be best friend with a girl. " he said.

" Well then forget all these ten years. But its you that are losing a fried that have been supporting you for soooo long. It was you that said best friend forever and always, not me. Fuck you." I yelled to him and turned around and walked away.

Alice was doing the final touches on my makeup for the finals in the talent show. I was going to sing two songs. I had a short light blue dress on and I was so ready for this.

" Done! " Alice said, "You look amazing! Good luck out there " she said as i walked out off the dressing room. " Thank you Alice " I said and went to the stage.

"Welcome to the finals off the talent show! We have Bella first on stage and then Tanya!, Lets begin! " he guy on the stage said. They pushed out the piano and i went out and sat down.

"This is my own song, Its called Forever and Always. " i said and starter playing on the piano, I looked out on the audience and saw Edward sitting alone, I gave him a look and started singing. ( Taylor Swift- Forever and Always Acoustic)

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye

And we caught onto something

I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?

'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down

We almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

Baby what happened, please tell me?

'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom

Everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?

Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide

Like a scared little boy

I looked into your eyes

Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure

So here's everything coming down to nothing

Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom

Everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby, I don't think so

Back up, baby, back up

Did you forget everything

Back up, baby, back up

Did you forget everything

'cause it rains in your bedroom

Everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all

And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom

Everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

'cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always... yeah

I stopped playing and stood up and got the guitar. " This is also one off my own songs its called 'Here I am' " I said and started to play on tee guitar ( Here I am - Renee Sandstrom )

They tell you a good girl is quiet

That you should never ask why

Cause it only makes it harder to fit in

You should be happy, excited

Even if you're just invited

Cause the winners need someone to clap for them

It's so hard just waiting

In a line that never moves

It's time you started making

Your own rules

You gotta scream until there's nothing left

With your last breath

So here I am

Here I am

Make em listen

Cause there is no way you'll be ignored

Not anymore

So here I am

Here I am

You only get one life to work it

So who cares if it's not perfect

I say it's close enough to perfect for me

Why should you hide from the thunder

And the lightening that your under

Cause there ain't nobody else you want to be

If how your living isn't working

There's one thing that will help

You gotta finally just stop searching

To find yourself

You gotta scream until there's nothing left

With your last breath

So here I am

Here I am

Make em listen

Cause there is no way you'll be ignored

Not anymore

So here I am

Here I am

The world better make some room

Yea move over, over

Cause your coming through

You gotta scream until there's nothing left

With your last breath

Here I am

Make em listen

Cause there is no way you'll be ignored

Not anymore

So here I am

Here I am

Everyone started clapping, it was overwhelming.

I looked over to Alice,JasperEmmet and Rosalie and saw the girls close to tears. Emmet to, I giggled and smiled "Thank you! " I said and looked over to Edward that was steering on me.

I guess he got the first song, I walked off the stage and tried yo relax when Tanya did her 'dance' that looked more like stripping.

"Bella we have the results " Jacob said and smiled. " Coming " I said and went out, i saw Tanya wit almost no clods on. "Im totally going to win, so don't be sad when I do " se said when she saw me.

" Well we don't know ho is going to win, lest just wait" I said calm to her. How did she think she was? The queen? No she is the tramp that changed Edward to the bastard he is now. Before he met her he was the sweet guy that always hated to se me sad,hurt or when someone was making fun off me. What can i say, i'm not that pretty.

I have glasses but i have contacts sometimes, Alice helped me look beautiful today.

"We have the results! and the winner is..." please please

" Bella! " OMG... I won !

I gave Tanya a look and smiled and went out on the stage. " Congratulations Bella " Jacob said and passed the mic to me.

" Thank you, I really don't know what to say " I said and every one giggled. That night we celebrated.

I woke up next morning that someone was at the door. I dragged myself out off bed and opened the door. I was shocked,

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