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Ok. Ive read The Host and suddenly, wen I was playing solitare, I started talking 2 myself. That's where I tend 2 get ideas, while talking 2 myself playing solitare, and I started wondering wat is was like 4 Melanie 2 have Wanda in her head. How did she deal w/ it? Well, I started imagining how it might've been 4 her & decided 2 write it down. Most likely a 1-shot just describing how it was 4 Melanie in the beginning. O & im not sure where this shud go under cuz theres no host categories, & im a little computer deficient, or something like that, so if its in the wrong spot, sorry!

Disclaimer: I'm not near creative enough 2 think of The Host…only Stephenie Meyer is.

It was dark. Dark and scary, unfamiliar territory. Terror filled me as I realized I wasn't in control of any of my actions. There was this strange…thing in my head and I didn't want it there. I fought to gain control of my body, but it seemed like the alien didn't even realize I was fighting.

How could I have failed? How could I have let myself be turned into this…parasite? I would die rather than have the aliens controlling me. I wanted to scream, fight back, but no one could tell I was in here, hiding and fighting with all of my might to come out.

Oh, I think the alien knew, though. I could tell that it was scared witless to have me in her, scared that I would send it into oblivion. Not that I could even control any part of my body, let alone my mind. I just wasn't strong enough to do that, no matter what it thought.

If I could, I would've been pounding against the alien, screaming at it to let me go. What would Jared think? And what about poor Jamie? With renewed energy I screamed louder and louder, trying to make myself be heard. It took a lot of energy but finally, I broke through the barrier that was keeping me away from my body.

Was this how it was going to be every time? Would I have to do a small battle just to communicate? The thought scared me to pieces. But no matter what, I knew, I would have to protect that memory, the one I didn't even dare think for fear the thing inside of me would take it and give it away. I wouldn't be the one to betray them, never.

After its failed first attempt to broach into it, I laughed. It wasn't strong enough to go through the barrier, but I felt like I stood a chance against this thing that had invaded my body.

Oh, yes, they would pay. They would regret ever having to mess with me, Melanie Stryder. In my head, I smiled an evil smile and waited for my moment to attack and take back what was rightfully mine.

Interesting. Didn't turn out exactly how it was in my head. But overall, I think its fairly decent. Not the best thing ever, but…wateva. Let me no wat u think! :)