Forever With You
By Mochi Dragon
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I do not own Ranma ½. If I did, do you think I'd be writing fanfiction?
This story has some references on Ranma ½'s Season 3 Episode 19. This is a one-shot fic and this is Ranma-onna's thoughts. She is thinking about things she wishes she could tell her other self Ranma. If you're wondering who Ranma-onna is, onna means girl, so it's the male Ranma's other self. Yes, I am a fan of the Ranma/Ranma-onna pairing. There aren't enough of those sort of fics out there.
Warning: Contains spoilers on the "Hard Battle" series.
On with the fic!
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Ranma-sama…
My dearest Ranma-sama…
Why is it that I cannot be with you? Why is it that I cannot hold you close? Why is it that I am only a faint existence in your body? Although we are one, we are very much apart. I can only watch you from a distance and sigh and long to touch you. To hold you. To kiss your smooth lips. To tell you how I feel. Yet, I can only watch you. Watch you slowly fall in love with Akane…
Why is life so cruel? Even if you are only a mere spirit existing in your other self's body, existing is torture, horrible cruel pain, if you cannot be together with the one you love. Especially when that person shares a body and soul with you, yet does not know you exist… or that you care about him. Especially when that person loves someone else.
The time I was released from you when Happosai used the Personality Splitting Incense was not the true me. You see, although the Personality Splitting Incense was able to separate me from you, its drawback was that your good and evil personalities would also separate. And I unfortunately, was possessed by your evil personality. Although I was happy to finally be able to talk to you and touch you, I was sad because I could not control the evil personality that was possessing me.
It hurt. It really hurt. When I sucked your aura out of you, I knew I was hurting you. It hurt me, but I could not control the evil spirit within me. I was practically attacking anyone who was nearby. This evil spirit within me was slowly taking away my sanity. I was relieved when Akane managed to get that strange slip of paper on my forehead and at the same time sad because I could hold you no more.
Ranma-sama, I know ever since that day, you and everyone else despised me and perhaps always will, even though it wasn't my fault.
Ranma-sama, I hope someday we can sit in the tree under the moon again. Only this time, it will be the real me. And you will learn that it wasn't me who tried to make a slave out of you and hurt your friends. You will learn it was merely your evil personality controlling me.
Ranma-sama, I… I love you and always will.
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What do you think? I know it's short, but this is my first fic after all. Actually this is my second fic, this is just the first one I posted.
I'm thinking about writing a chapter series based on this fic. It'll have a story in it of course. And it'll have my favorite pairing in it (I'm sure you already know what it is) and how they get together though much difficulty and misunderstandings and well, all that other stuff. If you liked this one-shot and want me to start writing a series based on this fic, tell me.
Review please! Flames are okay if you really need to send me one. But I prefer constructive criticism.
By Mochi Dragon
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I do not own Ranma ½. If I did, do you think I'd be writing fanfiction?
This story has some references on Ranma ½'s Season 3 Episode 19. This is a one-shot fic and this is Ranma-onna's thoughts. She is thinking about things she wishes she could tell her other self Ranma. If you're wondering who Ranma-onna is, onna means girl, so it's the male Ranma's other self. Yes, I am a fan of the Ranma/Ranma-onna pairing. There aren't enough of those sort of fics out there.
Warning: Contains spoilers on the "Hard Battle" series.
On with the fic!
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Ranma-sama…
My dearest Ranma-sama…
Why is it that I cannot be with you? Why is it that I cannot hold you close? Why is it that I am only a faint existence in your body? Although we are one, we are very much apart. I can only watch you from a distance and sigh and long to touch you. To hold you. To kiss your smooth lips. To tell you how I feel. Yet, I can only watch you. Watch you slowly fall in love with Akane…
Why is life so cruel? Even if you are only a mere spirit existing in your other self's body, existing is torture, horrible cruel pain, if you cannot be together with the one you love. Especially when that person shares a body and soul with you, yet does not know you exist… or that you care about him. Especially when that person loves someone else.
The time I was released from you when Happosai used the Personality Splitting Incense was not the true me. You see, although the Personality Splitting Incense was able to separate me from you, its drawback was that your good and evil personalities would also separate. And I unfortunately, was possessed by your evil personality. Although I was happy to finally be able to talk to you and touch you, I was sad because I could not control the evil personality that was possessing me.
It hurt. It really hurt. When I sucked your aura out of you, I knew I was hurting you. It hurt me, but I could not control the evil spirit within me. I was practically attacking anyone who was nearby. This evil spirit within me was slowly taking away my sanity. I was relieved when Akane managed to get that strange slip of paper on my forehead and at the same time sad because I could hold you no more.
Ranma-sama, I know ever since that day, you and everyone else despised me and perhaps always will, even though it wasn't my fault.
Ranma-sama, I hope someday we can sit in the tree under the moon again. Only this time, it will be the real me. And you will learn that it wasn't me who tried to make a slave out of you and hurt your friends. You will learn it was merely your evil personality controlling me.
Ranma-sama, I… I love you and always will.
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What do you think? I know it's short, but this is my first fic after all. Actually this is my second fic, this is just the first one I posted.
I'm thinking about writing a chapter series based on this fic. It'll have a story in it of course. And it'll have my favorite pairing in it (I'm sure you already know what it is) and how they get together though much difficulty and misunderstandings and well, all that other stuff. If you liked this one-shot and want me to start writing a series based on this fic, tell me.
Review please! Flames are okay if you really need to send me one. But I prefer constructive criticism.
