Supernatural
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. I will go cry in a corner now… with that computer, supernatural DVDs, and FanFic or course
Dean was thinking which of course was always a bad thing, well only when he thought about him. After Sam fell in to The Pit, Dean was hoping that Cas would stick around. Dean had thought, after everything he and Cas had been through that maybe Cas would stay and they could settle down, travel for fun for once, maybe go see the Grand Canyon. He did promise Sam he would settle down … Lisa, Cas … more or less the same thing right…? Or if Cas wanted they could hit the road and start hunting again after some good R&R. He thought that maybe he and Cas could be together for real now, he knew it was stupid to hope for but he really wanted that and after everything he had given up shouldn't he get just one thing he wanted. Guess not, because after Cas healed him and brought Bobby back, he was gone just like that gone. Dean wondered why everyone he knew left him one way or another, but strangely enough Dean never really held it against Cas for leaving, and this really was not the first thing he thought when Castiel came to mind. No. What came to mind were more like the first they meet face to face. How he felt scared yes, but after he found out Cas saved him he was happy even though he thought he was not good enough for some reason. Cas thought he was and he wanted so badly to prove Cas right. And even though he did not know Cas that well, how easily he trusted him, and when he first gave Castiel his nickname. Dean will never forget that night, the night he found out that Sam had lied to him about using those strange psychic powers and that Sam was hanging out with that demon bitch, Ruby. Dean told Sam that if he did not stop then Cas would. Lets not forget how he always knew when Cas appeared, kind of a sixth sense Dean had reserved for only Cas, that one kind of made Dean smile. Dean laughs and kind of cringes at how Cas started to mimic him, now that was funny watching Cas pick up some of his habits, like that night with that "profit" Leah Gideon, Cas got drunk Dean knows he shouldn't laugh, but he can't help it seeing Cas drunk has to be one the funniest things he has even seen. Not to mention how it always made Dean's breath catch when Cas did that head tilt when he was confuse about something Dean just said. Or the way Cas always stared at Dean, those deep blue eyes, Dean swears he could drown in them, Dean chuckles at that, yeah he could drown in them and he would have been a very happy man to have died that way. The one thing that always gets him though, this is the first time Dean calls Cas after he decides to start hunting with Sam again. He will never forget that, Sam said he had tried a over nine thousand times but Cas never came and Dean calls Cas once and there he is, Sam is pissed of course and Cas' response will forever be the start of all Dean's future sex dreams… he really hopes that Cas does not pop into his head when that happens… Cas said that he has a profound bond with Dean …Thank God Cas was not reading Dean's thoughts after he said that.
One day Dean plans to tell Cas about all this and it's not that Dean has not made peace with liking Cas, it's just how do you tell a "new and improved" angel of the Lord that you are in love with him?
Let me know what you guys think good or bad.