A/N: This is a drabble I wrote in my free times. It's silly but I just want to do something to kill time :D. There was a longer version but I realize it's very boring so I decide to shorten it :D

Ah almost forgot: I don't own Harry Potter


If there was some word to describe Hermione's feeling for Ron, then it's hate.

The first time she met Ron, she knew immediately that the redhead boy with freckles over there was nothing but troubles. And she hated trouble.

She hated him because he said out loud the fact that she tried to ignore for months: she didn't have any friend, and he had many. She hated him because he made her feel so happy because finally she had friends. And he made her watch him, one of her only 2 friends, sacrificed himself to helped them cross the chess board, that's why she hated him.

She hated him because he stood up and defended her honor and ended up vomiting slug while surely she could defend herself. And she even hated him more when she heard about his trip to the forest to faced those giant spiders, to helped Harry. And he still jumped right to the chamber with Harry after learned about how dangerous the Basilisk was. He still treasured his life, didn't he?

She hated the fact that he stood up to defend her honor whenever someone insult her while she could do nothing to defend his. She hated the way he had to try so hard to ignored all those nasty things people talked about him, ignored the way they treated him like he was nothing beside Harry. She knew he jealous of Harry but he still stood with Harry to support him, helped Harry facing evil, fighted the fight that he could easily walk out.

She hated him even more when she realized he could make her heart skip a beat whenever he smile with her, or looked deep into her eyes. Hated him because he taught her how to loosen a bit and enjoy her life. Hated him because he always came to her mind since she was 15. And more than anything, she hated him because he stole her heart and let her stole his.

She hated him because she knew no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't hate him.


A/N: errrhh. once again, I have to say: english is not my tongle so... I'm sorry if there is any mistake or weird sentence :D
Many thanks to redrocksoul for your review. I can't belive I made so stupid grammar mistake.