I woke up all of a sudden and sat bolt upright in my king sized bed, I gasped for air and wiped the perspiration off my forehead with the back of my hand. I took in my surroundings.
Darkness still occupied my bedroom apart from a hint of light that shone from the digits of my alarm clock informing me it was only two in the morning. I looked over to my left seeing the back of a muscular figure lead beside me, his mid-length hair stuck out in every direction with a little strand against his jaw line shaping his face perfectly, i watched his chest rise and fall rhythmically with every breath as he slept peacefully, his tattooed arm wrapped around the pillows his head was resting on. My eyes slowly wondered down his perfectly toned body to where the bedsheets covered him from the waist down, the band of his Calvin Klein boxers was just about on show.
"It was only a dream" I whispered to myself with relief, glad to see his sleeping form beside me
I didn't want to wake him so i quietly left the warmth of my bed in to the chill that resided outside, my expensive pair of lacey white underwear kept certain areas protected from the cold and goosebumps had made an appearance on the bare skin that was on show. I walked around to his side of the bed, my arms wrapped around my torso trying to lock in some warmth and i knelt down on the floor so i was face to face with this gorgeous hunk of a man.
I looked at him in awe taking in every little detail of his facial features, I still couldn't believe how lucky i was to have captured the heart of this amazing man as I'm not one of the prettiest faces that has entered his life in the past and it scared me to think that one day he may leave me for someone prettier!
I reluctantly reached out and placed my hand on to his stubbled cheek, guiding my thumb softly over the roughness that lay there. I couldn't help myself.
I had to make sure he wasn't a figment of my imagination after that horrible dream i had experienced.
He stirred in the bed letting out a couple of soft groans as he slowly revealed to me his piercing blue eyes that i've been lost in many times before, a small flicker of worry appeared in them as he saw me in front of him
"Are you ok baby?" He asked sleepily and moved his hand towards my face pushing back a strand of lose hair behind my ear
"I'd rather not talk about it...I just want you to kiss me right now" I whispered in reply inching further towards him until our lips grazed each other
He looked lovingly in to my eyes and glanced down at my lips that were now aching to connect with his even more, he rested his hand on the back of my neck and began to close the small gap between us.
My lips were tingling at his touch and the passion was oozing out of every stroke of his tongue, neither of us wanted the feeling of passion and lust to subside, so with our lips still firmly locked he shuffled back to allow the space for me to join him under the covers once again, his muscular frame bridged over the top of my small feminine body informing me he was now the dominant party and he was now in control of the situation.
He nuzzled his head into the crease of my neck and continued to plant his kisses down to my collar bone, every spot he kissed tingled with antisipation causing the rest of my body to be needy and want to endure the same sensation, i could feel him pushing his free hand behind my back and i knowingly arched it upwards for easier access as he unclasped my lace bra and peeled it away in a slow seductive manner, he placed the palm of his hand on my breast massaging it gently causing my nipple to hardened under his touch and my breath to become ragged.
Once he was satified with the reaction my body gave, he leant towards me so our lips locked once more in a passionate embrace and i felt his hand glide down the outline of my curved figure, he must have been able to read my mind as his fingers then trailed up the inside of my thigh to the area where i wanted him the most stopping just millimetres away. I let out a moan of frustration.
"I need you babe...I need to feel you inside me...right now" I demanded after forcing myself away from his addictive kisses
"I want you to beg for it" His husky voice whispered in my ear
"Babe, I beg you...Pleeease!...I need you now, Pleeeeease!" I whined as i couldn't take the frustration any longer
"Why didn't you just say so" He replied with a smirk and before i knew it he was straight up inside of me with no messing around, a gasp escaped my lips as i wasn't expecting such a quick motion
I was too caught up in the moment that i didn't exactly remember every little detail that happened but i felt a warm, fuzzy feeling in the pit of my stomach and i knew what was coming, i was so longing for this orgasm to take place and i hoped that we would both be able to enjoy this feeling at the same time, i dug my nails in to his back as i came closer to my release, my breathing had become shorter and faster and my hips bucked against him as i felt myself tighten around his manhood, we both let out a satisfied moan...

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I woke up suddenly and sat bolt upright in my king sized bed, I wiped away the perspiration on my forehead with the back of my hand and took in my surroundings.
Darkness still occupied my bedroom apart from a hint of light that shone from the digits of my alarm clock informing me it was only two in the morning. I was confused.
I looked over to my left seeing the back of a muscular figure lead beside me, his mid-length hair stuck out in every direction with a little strand against his jaw line shaping his face perfectly, but this time he didn't look so peaceful in his sleep, he was still fully clothed in one of his best black suits and he was mumbling to himself as if he was having a bad dream, his bedside lamp was alight and the table it sat on was filled to the brim with empty beer bottles and scrunched up tissues.
I didn't want to wake him, so i quietly left the warmth of my bed in to the chill that resided outside, I looked down to see i was no longer in my expensive pair of lacey white underwear that i was previously wearing, instead i wore my plum coloured skater dress and wedged boots leaving me even more confused than before. I tottled over to my full length mirror in the corner of the room to see i had my makeup on and my hair styled in a smooth, elegant updo as if i was going out somewhere nice for the evening, out the corner of my eye i could see something glistening within the fabric of the carpet and as i neared i noticed several shards of broken glass spread across the floor and a tattooed arm draped over the edge of the bed with a half filled bottle of beer still in hand, i squatted down to his level avoiding any glass and looked at him in awe taking in every little detail of his facial features. He looked entirely different from the man i saw moments before, his skin was pale and grey looking, his eyes were puffy with red blotches surrounding them and deep black circles set underneath them as if he'd been crying non stop and hadn't slept in a week.
I noticed a cream coloured booklet peaking out from beneath his pillow and i carefully removed it to see if there was some information to indicate why this man was in such a vulnerable state.
I gasped in shock at what i saw instantly dropping the little booklet to the floor and held my hand over my mouth in shock as my mind worked overtime to come up with some kind of an understanding, I slowly sat on the edge of the bed and my eyes once again rested on the figure that lay there, tears started to stream down my face with no sign of stopping and reality then hit me, but i struggled to find a memory of how it had happened, the only image i could picture in my mind was the amazing night that i had spent with the man that lay in front of me causing me to doubt whether or not it was a memory or just a really risque dream!
I bent down to retrieve the booklet from the floor and stared at my picture, a small smile escaped my lips as i began to appreciate how beautiful i looked, a natural beauty with a bright, energetic smile full of happiness and love, it had soon faded as the words above my image haunted my mind 'In Loving Memory'