Chapter 1


"How can you even say that to me Lucas? You walked away from me? You left me standing on that court and you walked away."

"Do you think I wanted to? I did it because this is wrong. This shouldn't happen, and I knew that if I stayed it would happen. I knew that I'd want to do more than kiss your beautiful lips over and over again. I knew that I'd want to touch you again, to feel you against me again. And that can't happen, that can never never happen. So I did what hurt us both and I walked away because it was the best thing for the both of us."

"Oh so you left me heartbroken for my own good? You left me crying for three months, missing you for three months, for me? Well thanks a lot Luke."

"Don't act like you don't know what I-" Lucas' words cut of my the feeling of lips hitting his. Hands wrapping around his head, holding him closer. The passion behind the kiss was like nothing he'd ever experienced before and he knew in his head that he shouldn't be letting it happen but his heart was telling him the complete opposite. Eventually the lips pulled away from his, almost desperate for them to return.

"Then don't tell me that what we just did was wrong Lucas. You may be my brother but first and foremost, you're the guy that I love and the guy that I want to be with again. You're who I wake up every morning thinking about, you're the guy in my dreams every god damn night, you're the person that I think about when I'm-", interrupted by a look on his brother's face, "in the most intimate moments. You're that guy and it will never, ever, be wrong to feel that."