I'm baaaaaaaaack! n.n;; And with another Kouimi, except this ones focusing on the
hardships of a relationship, rather than the joyus time...::Rejoices:: I haven't
done one of these in awhile, hope ya'all like it! Oh yeah, and I don't own Digimon...
...or anything else

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Lessons of Love
Chapter 1



"Look," My heart skipped a beat as my lungs inflated with my inhale, "I...I
..can't do this anymore..." Those words, they hurt more then anything ever did
in my life, they were jabbing at my heart, but I had no choice but to say them,
things would just worsen if I did not.

Although, I can't see how they could get any worse than they were, my life was crumbling,
my parents were in the worst state they had ever been in years, and to make it worse,
the boy I loved now lived half way around the world. Orbs of pure black, hair of chestnut
with the slightest tint of garnet masking them into a glorious red, yes, Izumi Koushiro was,
by no doubt, who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, before crashing waves tore us apart.

No, I'm not just talking about the salty waters of the Pacific, but of pure hatred, disgust
and ignorance that all humans must experience in life. These things, I had never expected them
to come between us, I mean, nothing ever came between us, but somehow, we began putting other
things before the time we spent together and before we realized it, out time had passed.

"...I-if that's what you want...M-Mimi." Koushiro's shaky voice was transmitted through cable wires to
my phone, and it wasn't the transmission that was shaky, it was his voice, he who was shaking, no doubt from pain and shock...that I had caused, oh, what was I doing? I can picture him in my mind
now, tears already forming around his eyes, glossing them over, blurring his vision. Another shaky
breath was taken, he wanted to speak again, say something, probably in effort to right all the late
wrongs, but his air was released without his vocal chords chiming.

" I.... " I could feel my own voice become like his, shaky, distant, weary. It made me wonder why I
was doing this, it seemed to hurt both of us so terribly, I know now that all I was looking for was
a way out; I didn't want to work things out. Another deep breath was pulled in through my lips, my
eyelids closing overtop my chocolate orbs, as I spoke into the receiver...

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Good? Bad? You decide, but I must tell you, Kouimi fans don't give up on this one just yet! Please Read and Review!
-Eizou