Hello there readers! I would just like to say Welcome to Death Bed Confessions!
I also would like to say I do not own Supernatural nor any character other then the extras. Enjoy!
Sorry for the short chapter :( Don't they get longer!
Death Bed Confessions Chapter 1: Some kind of Hero.
As Dean charged into the room he stopped mid stride when he saw a familiar face laying silently in the white hospital bed. A heavy wave of emotions hit him as he slowly walked into the room as he realized it was Cas laying there. Dean sat down in the chair beside Cas and ran his eyes over the broken angel in front of him. Dean didn't know Cas could ever be beaten so badly, Dean clenched his fists and bit down hard on his lip as he examined Cas' bruised body.
"What did they do to you Cas..." His face was barely recognizable from all the cuts and bruises.
His leg was broken and large slash marks could been seen all across both arms, to Dean the injuries were bad yes but the worst part was the machine and the tubes going into Cas' arms and in his mouth. Dean couldn't bare seeing him like this
"Come on Cas, hurry up and heal yourself." As Dean sat and watched over Cas he heard a knock on the door following a woman in a long white coat carrying a clipboard.
"Oh, hello there. I wasn't aware he had a visitor. I'm ." Dean turned back to Cas laying his head back against the somewhat comfortable chair.
"Dean." She smiled and extended her hand towards him but he made no intention of shaking her hand.
"Well alrighty then. I'll be checking up on our guy here everyday to make sure he's making progress." "Right." stood in place not sure what to do still holding her clipboard in hand
."You know talking to him might make him hang on." Dean ignored her comment and went back to watching Cas
"Were you two close?"
"Are. We ARE close."
"Right sorry. I didn't mean to upset you I was just-" Dean sat up and gave her a Leave-the-fucking-room-now look and she flinched.
"I'll come back later."
"Yeah you do that.." As Dean sat there reading one of the crappy magazines he realized that she didn't have such a bad idea.
"Ah son of a bitch." Maybe he would hear him and wake up. Dean sighed and leaned forward now closer to Cas.
"I feel like a fool for not realizing how much I really need you, Am I a freak for falling for another guy? I don't understand how I could be in love with angel. Some kind of stupid joke God thought would be funny right?" Dean bit down on his lip and lowered his head resting it gently on Cas' arm.
"Damn it Cas, Every time I look at you...Just laying here all busted up and helpless I don't know something inside me stops my breathing. Even when the nurse bumped into your bed and you whimpered...It broke my heart...God damn it, It's not right to feel this way about you..For fuck's sake you're a guy! I've tried to push back these feelings but nothing is working...Sex,Booze,Not even pie! What kind of spell did you put me under Cas.."
Dean punched his leg and began biting his lip until it began to bleed profusely."Some kind of hero I am. I couldn't save you from some gang of demons. And...And..."
Dean began crying uncontrollably he had held it in for so long it was like a earthquake shaking his entire body, Gripping onto the sheet of the bed he let out a soft scream.
"It's all my fault you're dieing...If I had been there to protect you..None of this would have happened..Please...Please wake up...I can't...I can't do this on my own, I need you by my side...Please Cas..Wake up..For me.."