AN: This fanfiction will probably be my longest yet. It's Phan, but not light- hearted fluffy Phan. I'm not good at happy endings but I am trying. Please also remember that I am American, but I am trying hard to get my wording correct. This is rated M for mature topics such as, Self- Harm, Suicide, Rape, etc. Also, maybe language. I dont know. I only have a broad idea of where this is going and would love your advice about where to take it. Thanks so much for your support and I'll talk to you soon! Disclaimer: I dont own Phan, Danisnotonfire, or AmazingPhil. Warning: Self-Harm, Suicidal thoughts, rape, mature language. -Kit 3
PROLOGUE
POV-Dan
Before I begin, I just wanted to say, I was happy. I had a popular Youtube channel, loyal fans, more friends than I'd had for the first 18 years of my life, and I had my wonderful boyfriend. Phil and I had come out on video in late 2015. We had each other and that was all that mattered. But then it started.
"You're a fag. You should just die!"
"You don't deserve Phil, he's a great guy and you're a peice of shit"
"Phil just pities you. That's why he puts up with you!"
"Faggots"
"Gay peices of shit"
More and more, comments and tweets like this began coming in. We'd lost subscribers, but we stayed optimistic. We still had the Phandom. Right? But, it kept getting harder and harder for me to be happy. I couldn't walk down the pavement without getting claaed a fag, tramp, hore, or other glorious names I'd been dubbed with.
Phil tried to help. Really, he did. He tried everything to keep me happy. He offered to go to the shop instead of me, rented movies for date nights, even left encouraging notes for me to find. Nothing worked. I was lost. After for the first time in my life, feeling truly happy, I was lost.
AN: So there's the prologue. I know it was short but, it was just a basic background neeeded for this fanfiction. The bad stuff happens in the next chapter so beware! 3 Smile! Dan and Phil exist! -Kit