'Attention... I've lost his...'

Izaya was leaning back in his desk chair, spinning, much like his head was at the moment.

~flashback~

TarouTanaka private mode : ... Izaya-san?

Kanra private mode : Yes?

TarouTanaka private mode : I'm sure you've already heard, but... Kida-kun told me that Shizuo-san is engaged... to a Russian woman... Vorona, I think her name was.

Izaya's body froze for a moment, mind completely blank. After 11.64 seconds, Izaya was able to type. His fingers slowly taped the keys of the keyboard.

Kanra private mode : Ah, yes... the brute found an emotionless girl that can handle his stupidity.

TarouTanaka private mode : So it really is true then?

Kanra private mode : Yes, I believe it is... Well, I must go. Buh-bye!

~flashback~

It had been four hours, thirty three minutes, and forty seven seconds since Mikado had something that he hadn't heard a word of, something that had quite the impact on him. Izaya had been spinning in his chair and thinking for all that time.

'Back than it use to be so easy to get his attention... There was no one to distract him, take him away from me... After high school ended... we slowly drifted apart, saw less and less of each other. Then we parted ways for almost two whole years... and this happened... I'm so stupid! I should have watched him like before... Now Shizuo's going to MARRY some blonde bitch!'

Izaya lowered his head down to the surface of his desk. 'What should I do?' He slowly closed his eyes. "What can I even do...?"

The next morning was a bright and sunny one, one that certainly did not match Izaya's mood. He had decided to go talk to Shinra, even if that did mean stepping foot into Ikebukuro. Being more careful then usual, Izaya walked to Shinra's. When he got there, it looked like Shinra had guessed that Izaya would come to visit at one point in the next few days.

Neither of the two sat on the couch, both hoping this wouldn't last long. Izaya stood near the door, Shinra a few feet back, near the center of the rather large room. Before Shinra spook, he closed his eyes, putting his hands in the pockets of his lab coat.

"So, I assume you've heard the news." Shinra said. "Yes..." was Izaya's reply. "And how are you handling things?" "... I'd say quite well, actually." Shinra now opened his eyes. "So nothings broken?" "Nothing." "Not even your heart?"

Izaya was now the one to close his eyes, tilting his head downward slightly. "Don't try to make me say more then I want too, Shinra." "Alright then, I'll try not too." "... I just don't get it... when did those two get so close?" "Work, I suppose." Izaya looked up at Shinra with a slight scowl on his face. "No human could ever love a monster!" "Then what exactly are you, Izaya?"

Izaya went silent, looking away from Shinra. "It doesn't really matter what I am... he's probably forgotten about me anyway..."


Yay, chapter 1~

Sorry my writing sucks, but I hope you enjoy this anyway~