Okay, this is my first time doing this, so please bear with me. ( :
Chapter 1-BELLA'S POV
Ugh! I hate this! I couldn't belive Renee was making me go move back in with my father, Charlie. I shouldn't complain though, because she's happy and that's all that SHOULD matter.. But I can't help but wonder what's going happen when I move back, live with Charlie, and enter Forks High. Also moving back to Forks, means ill have to deal with the one person that I will never forget. Edward Cullen. Joy.
Edward Cullen was from a family of 6. Carlisle and Esme was his parents. And his adopted brothers and sisters; Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett. Alice and Jasper were a couple as was Rose and Emmett. Edward and me had dated before I moved to Renee's. We dated for one year solid. He was my first boyfriend, as I was his first girlfriend.
He helped me through all the rough times when Renee and Charlie would fight, and sometimes even snuck into my window and night and would sleep with me when I had nightmares. Edward and I were truly inseparable. Even though we were young, the love we felt for each other was more pure, and real than even the love older people felt. Our love was simply divine.
--FLASHBACK--
One day, Edward and I were sitting at our bench in the path by the forest, like we did everyday after school and a old friend of his, Lauren, was making her way to the tennis courts just down the hill. Anyways she greeted us then told us she must go on her way cause she was waiting for someone. I should have notice that Edward really couldn't keep his eyes off her for some reason. I personally didn't think she was pretty, but she was nice..to him.
I decided it was getting quite late and decided to call it a day. I told him my goodbyes and told him I loved him, and made him promise that he would call when he got home. It seemed like he was concentrating on something else or someone. (I know its long but im getting to the point) When I got home I realized that nobody was there, but a note from Charlie said that he was working late, and that Renee was out with friends. Weird, I though to myself, I never thought Renee had friends. Not that she was mean or anything like that but she was a little immature for her age. Anyways I decided that It was best to go for a run to relive my stress from school, and whatever Edward was preoccupied with bothered me as well. I quickly changed and ran out with my ipod. I made it around the bend down to the area where Edward and I were earlier. I remembered about Lauren and decided to take a peak and see why he was so mesmerized by her.
Nonetheless I looked over to see my Edward kissing Lauren. Her arms were around his neck and she had to step onto her tipie toes to actually get access to him. His arms were wrapped around her waist, as their lips moved in sync with each others.
My heart sank the moment I saw them. It's like everything I had was thrown away, and left me feeling empty. I felt the tears stream down my face. I just lost Edward, someone that could never be replaced. I couldn't belive why he would do that. I trusted him with EVERYTHING. I told him EVERYTHING. He was my everything. And now I was his nothing. I guess Lauren's tennis partner was Jessica Stanley. She suddenly looked up to me as I peered down from the hill, quietly sobbing at the sight before me. I guess she had told Lauren about my where-abouts and exactly on queue, they turned around to see me. Lauren smiled, as if it was her plan all along. Edward just stood there like a dear in the headlights. As if it couldn't get any worse Jessica burst into laughter, and I decided it was best to run back home now.
I couldn't tell if Edward was yelling after me because I turned my music up to the loudest. I was so happy to actually get home in one piece. I was happy to have nobody home to I could cry in peace. I went up to my room and changed into sweatpants and a big t-shirt. I though about how Edward and I had gone through everything together, how we were always there for each other, how he would call me beautiful and would pull a lock of hair behind my ear, our first date, everything that ever happened between me and Edward was suddenly filling my mind.
By then I was violently shaking and crying. Then I passed out. I woke up the next morning in the hospital with my mother next to me. She said that she had found me on the floor with cuts on my wrists, which I didn't remember at all, and that I was bleeding to death. She told me about how everyone was so scared for me and that she thought it was best if we moved away for a while. I honestly couldn't comprehend what she was saying, just that she had bought a place in Florida and that she though it was best for her and I to move there for a while. It took me a while but then I suddenly realized what had happened. Edward and Lauren. I started to sob violently again, and that's the last I remember of anything.
--END OF FLASHBACK--
As I packed all my things to move back in with Charlie I came along a picture of Edward and I a long time ago. I shed a silent tear, and tried to push the last three years of suffering out of my head. Maybe he actually wasen't living there anymore…Who knew? I hope he had moved. My mom called me from upstairs.
"Bella! Lets go. You gonna be late for the flight!"
"Okay! Coming!"
I put the picture frame in my carry on, and left to the airport.