It's my first fiction, so please be gentle. It's only Chapter 1 of my 'oh so big' story J

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- "Noooo!" - Ziva shouted as the clock beat its ninth beat of twelve. The door was so close to reach…

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It seemed that with every beat Zivas heart jumped from her chest.

Ziva slammed her body against the door, yanking the door knob franticly.

-"No! No no no!" - Ziva looked at the steel door which was locked. Her chest ached. Not from heavy breathing but from realisation of inevitable. She released the knob and dropped her hands.

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She tilted her head and took one last deep breath, tears rolling down her face…

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It went fast and painless. Better than she had thought it would be. Just a little rumble and then peace…..

-" You gonna be ok Ziva. Just stay with me. You hear me. Don't let go!"- Tony shouted as the paramedics wheeled her into surgery.

Zivas eyes opened and closed. Someone or something was making noises. Maybe. She could only see something white moving fast above her…. She tried to concentrate and see what it was but her mind was telling her to relax and sleep…. Finally she gave up….

"- I lost the pulse!!" - shouted one of the paramedics.

"Ziva! Don't do this!" - Tony was trying to grab her hand but the nurse pushed him away.

"Sir, you can't be in here."

Tony couldn't argue. The were no words in his mouth. Just eyes fixed on bloody and motionless body of Ziva. Eyes full of horror and fear. He can't lose her. He can't….

He was standing in front of closed doors, waiting, but no one came or went. And he couldn't get in. There was no point bursting through the doors now. It's all in doctors hands now. He will just have to wait.

"Sir, are you ok?" - nurse asked with worrying look.

Tony looked at her, mouth slightly open.

"What?"

"Sir, are you hurt?"

Tony blinked few times. "Yes, I'm fine"

"Are you sure, sir?"

Tony had no idea what the nurse wanted from him. Of course he was fine. Why she's not taking care of Ziva. She's the one who needs help.

Nurse was looking up and down at Tony. He didn't see or simply didn't care that he too was all covered in blood. Zivas blood. He hold her in his arms while paramedics arrived. Tried to keep her awake. Tried to put pressure on the wounds though he didn't knew where they were.

"Can you tell me what's going on in there?" - Tony asked.

The nurse looked at the door.

" They trying to stabilize her….. They doing everything they can sir."

"Can I go inside? Just a few seconds?"

"I'm sorry, sir, that's not possible. They will start operation in 5 minutes. "

Tony's face became even paler if that was even possible.

"Are you sure there's nothing I can do for you?" - nurse asked again.

"No"

Tony sat down and put head in his arms….

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